Anyway, met Ed and Mindy for pool today at cine then ate at the nice Jap food at taka then back home, cause I barely closed my eyes for 5 hrs last nite.. Tml's gonna be another long day cause it's bowling day!

As I promised in the previous post, here are the photos!

Gav and Me.. Brothers for life!


Me and HuiTing Da Beauty...


Da Mei Nu WeiFang and Me!


The BrotherHood @ The Red Carpet 2006!

Hahaha, Tat's all for now folks, still waiting for pple to send me photos then can upload and show u all! Hope U guys enjoy the photos!

Stay tuned for the next round of photos! And To FiveBees, U GUYS RAWK!

Hey guys, I'm back! Haha, just had Prom yesterday at Fullerton.. Haha.. It's all abt fun, laughter peace and joy.. Will post the pictures up once I get 'em uploaded..

Anyway, apart from Prom, not much really happened these few days, just bowled and Kbox-ed on Monday then yesterday was Prom.. Today, well, time to slack at home..

Okay, Prom, well I must say tat the gals look dropped dead gorgeous and guys were smart in their suits and all.. I must say it's the first time in JC tat I noticed so many "mei nu" in the school.. Seriously, I can't even recognise some of 'em in their outfit.. Anyway, would elaborate much cause a picture tells a thousand words, so you guys watch out for the photos soon! Ciao



Replies to tagboard~
To abcbeer: I don't know hu u are and I don't really wanna bother, if u mean if I'm happy or not, well, I'm not tat happy at the moment especially after reading the tagboard.. As for the other meaning, if u're a fren of mine, u shld know well if I am or not.. And if u're here just to create a commotion at my blog, well, pls leave immediately.. Thank You..

Like long time no see pple!! Haha.. Anyway, nothing really much happened these few days so never really blog... Anyway,

TO SHEENA AND SHERMAINE, HAPPY 18TH BDAE!!

Hahaha, like alas all the '88 bunch can go and club and pub together liao! Haha, hope u gals enjoy today to the fullest and cya gals real soon!

Anyway, like wat I said, nothing really much happened.. Just went to shop for some clothes with mum on friday, then yesterday had rehearsal at PA and played pool with ed, like totally thrashing yesterday, absolute OWNAGE! Haha, I guess I'm pretty lucky when it comes to pool... Anyway, today is just another stoning day at home..

Tml going to bowl then get some stuff at army mkt and most prob tat's a wrap liao... So I'll cya pple arnd loh!

Been packing thru stuff today cause really ran out of money to go out liao.. It's been almost 2 weeks since A's ended and I kinda feel tat I've had enuff fun and I wanna go back to sch..

But there no longer is a sch to return to till next year March.. I guess gav and kris are both right.. It's starting to get lonely out here.. I missed the days when we're still mugging in school, having lessons together as a class and well being together.. Now, there's just this huge ocean that divides us all.. I seem to no longer talk much on msn, loads lesser than during sch days and the no. of pple online is really getting pathetic.. Kinda took me quite sometime to finally realised..

Perhaps some are still having fun, others might just be lazy to come on, or maybe some could have found a job already.. I really wanna turn back time, I really dig those days we spent together, standing arnd for half hour, thinking of where to eat.. The times when we look for a place to mug, the temptations we had to resist when we were mugging out.. Those were the days, but now.. It feels so empty..

I guess the next official mini gathering I can look forward to is Prom.. Hope you guys bought your stuff together loh! Sorry for being unable to join you all for shopping.. I really wanna see you all soon!
张智成 @ 很想你

Never blog yesterday cause was really tired plus loads happened yesterday so it's gonna be a very long post loh pple!

Tuesday, 28th Nov, met Ed then headed out to bugis to shop, nothing really much happened there, only bought a couple of tees then went off to Marina.. Had Gelare for lunch cause waffles were going CHEAP at half-price!! Ed bought his bag at Marina then we headed off to Suntec which really had nothing much installed for us, so no choice, off to Vivo City..

No idea why but Vivo is so awefully packed on a weekday afternoon. I was supposed to get shoes at Pull & Bear, so went in and tried but the size too small so requested for a larger size, so I had to LOOK for the sales assistant. She SLOWLY helped me check and took like 5 mins to tell me they don't have it here, so she helped me call Ngee Ann's outlet to check. Another 5 mins passed and she came back to me telling me to give her another min. Okay, waited then she said give her another 5 mins, if the other store does not call back, she'll make the call, so another 5 mins passed and I still havent gotten the shoes yet.. Finally she saw this murderous looking guy staring at her (tat's me if u havent noticed), she strolled to the counter and called the outlet, and asked me to give her another min. Half an hour passed and she came back to me saying that they do not have my size. Like wat the hell, it takes you half an hour to check if the other store has my size or not.. Bad attitude and Poor service.. Never go back there again..

Met Michelle and Soffeny at Orchard due to my bright coloured jacket, allowing them to spot me in shops and in the crowd.. Oh yeah, and ht too...

Then while walking from Taka to Wisma after dinner, disaster struck.. An old uncle suddenly collapsed on the ground beside us and his head started to bleed profusely.. The two of us were stunned and utterly shocked, then Ed rushed forward to help the elderly cause he used to be in St John's, like the old man was still bleeding and it was Ed shouting for a cloth and to call the ambulance tat got me back from the shock.. When I was abt to make the call, found out tat someone had already called, and another passer-by gave up his shirt to Ed to try to stop the bleeding.. So ended up I called Mindy to tell her we'll be late cause we're meeting her for pool.. Thankfully another 2 ladies who were supposingly First Aid trainers were arnd and helped out.. Wisma security also came and brought the First Aid Kit for bandage.. Thankfully the elderly was bleedly due to he slipped and fell and not due to stroke or heart attack, if not it would really call for extreme measures.. Soon the ambulance came and we accompanied the elderly to the ambulance, along with the security.. Along the way, Ed tried asking the elderly for his house no. but after calling, we found out tat it wasn't the correct household and I guess it kinda gave the opposite party quite a scare.. It ended up the elderly could not really remember any no. so we just had to hand to the paramedics and tat's like the end of our part.. Had to go to the toilet to wash the blood off cause in the midst of helping, it's not surprising you'll get some blood stains.. It took both of us quite a while to calm after the incident cause it really took us by surprise and I must really say tat Channel 8 dramas are pretty real at times and not dramatic! Actually another drama unfold after tat but I ain't gonna write it here cause it's getting too long..

So today, after settling myself after yesterday's incidents, went to dye my hair at Chapter 2! Look out for my friendster photos for the hair colour! Haha.. Then went down to VA to celebrate bdae with Sister and then after, met Ed for dinner.. Tat's more or less abt it lah, if not it's getting too long to read!

Oh yes, before I forget, CASEY, HAPPY 15th BDAE!!!

13 games in total today and my arms abt to break pretty soon.. Gosh, bowling can really give you a good workout! Loads of pple were arnd today, so it's just fun, fun and more fun!

Kkz, met ed and jie at coffee shop for breakfast then headed down to star bowl, mindy n yuan joined us followed by xiong.. Keefe and his bro came a little later and ashwin was the lastest lah.. Haha.. Had lunch at some shop cause it's pouring and we can't travel tat far with so many bowling balls.. Took a cab down to csc after tat and bought my cleaner cause the older bottle kinda spoiled.. Played games there with small " bets" like milo treat and stuff like tat, you'll really see the other side of humanity when stakes are involved.. Haha..

Ended up jie and I lost milo and he lost a plate of rojak too.. Haha.. So ate and the coffee shop near csc and here I am, after walking back home with keefe cause he just stays opposite.. LoL.. Tml's gonna be a fun day cause it's prom shopping!! Must rest well cause I'm gonna raid loads of shopping centres! Ciao!

I love the sea! Gosh, after that few hours of DB-ing, really makes you feel like superman. Loads of pple at the watersports club and loads of experience rowers. Loads of fun, laughter, peace and joy..

As usual, breakfast with ed then head off to Kallang Mrt to meet the pple from safra. Then after some briefings, got to the paddle and paddle off, messy at the start but you just get better as time goes by. All the way from Kallang River to Esplanade and back. It's fun, and more fun. Then there was a race to three, well, so they kinda mixed us around with the more experienced rowers and well, my boat kinda came in twice 2nd and once 1st, not too bad sia. But if not for the extra work of the more experienced rowers, couldn't have made it that far.

Anyway, considering if I shld join them permanently though, cause really got to put in committement for trainings and stuff. Every week would be 2 land and 1 sea training. Hmmm.. Considering the fact that I'm having rehearsals every week, perhaps this would have to wait but I wouldn't deny that this is a great way to train up for NS.. Anyway, tat all for the day, too shag for anything else.. Tml's gonna be another long day cause bowling tml at star bowl with the usual pple, except a few new additions from vj bowl, ashwin and keefe, oh yeah, yuan as well.. Ks lah, Ciao pple!

Been an absolutely long day sia.. Was out since morning till just now.. Was at Mount Faber watching the AIA Opens.. Like it's an all out Team Singapore Training ground.. Damn sianz lah, everywhere you turn you see pple from Team Singapore.. Nevermind tat, nice breakfast as usual down at Mount Faber.. Oh yeah, Jack Wong was there, hmmm, those who bowl shld know who I'm talking abt, then Annuar also.. Usual pple lah..

Kkz.. Out of tat many bowlers, only got 2 spinners, 1 of each gender.. Lol.. Pathetic, like wat happened to the rest of the spinners? But nevermind, at the end of the day, Spinners still won the Open Men's Category.. Well for the Women's category, just some gal from Team Singapore lah.. Yawnz..

Then went down to PA for rehearsal.. Jialat liao, my I Believe becoming a rock rendition liao.. Tat's not meant to be lah.. Hmmm.. Guess I shld filter some rock and metal out of my mp3 and put in some chinese pop.. I'm losing the pop feel.. Plus no feeling! This is like bad.. Hmmm.. Perhaps shld ask her to stand there then sing to her better.. Hahaha.. Then can get feel liao.. Anyway, practise was okay.. but still got loads to touch up though.. Had nice prata dinner despite the slight drizzle.. Nevertheless, enjoyable day out cause she's there.. so yeah..

Well pple, tat's abt it for now.. Gotta rest early cause got DB orientation tml at kallang.. Ciao!
LeeHom @ Forever Love

Finally, I think I'm fully recovered liao! Wohooo! Can continue with my hols activities liao!

Been stoning at home the whole day, well most of it. Went to Parkway Parade for dinner with mum, but seriously, pls do not go there pple, cause there is nothing there plus, loads of KIDS! I dislike noisy brats like those I encountered today. Screaming and shouting down the sidewalks. Gosh, don't their parents teach them anything?

Then went down to Marina cause there's simply nothing interesting to shop or at least walk around at PP. Oh yes, good news cause I finally found the jeans I'm looking for. Evisu Jeans, made and hand painted in Japan. Found out that Puma is actually selling 'em, but the price is sure steep, 200++ for a pair.. Sheez.. There goes my allowance.. Better save up for it I guess..

Then popped by Raffles City and I bought the New Balance bag I saw the other day, at a 20% discounted rate in fact. Thank goodness I didn't buy the other day, if not will have wasted some money.. Anyway, ate some horrible chendol and now having a very bad gastric.. No more chendol for me sia..

Anyway, tml's gonna be a long day, cause it's AIA Bowling Masters in the morning so gonna go and watch at Mount Faber then got PA rehearsal at 4 plus.. Long day ahead loh.. Gotta go rest.. Ciao pple!
Westlife @ Mandy

Alas pple, I'm back. Loads happened for these past few days. So now I shall tell u bit by bit.

Monday, went out with mindy and supposingly nana as well, but last min she tell us she got mahjong session liao so can't join us. Sianz.. PS us.. Nvm, then was at orchard so just walk here and walk there and ed joined us a little later in the afternoon when mindy was trying to catch some soft toys at the arcade, then we headed down to ps for our "tea-break" which was korean food. Gosh, wat a light tea-break it was sia, then after, went to play pool again, cause someone, like someone is getting addicted to pool. Alas after pool, we headed down for somemore food at this new resturant at city link, New York New York. Very nice food there sia, and all three of us totally agreed. Cause the food's really nice. Was too full to have any cotton candy though. But nvm, I'll be there the next time, ready to have the cotton candy.

Tuesday morning, I had to wake up bright and early cause meeting ed for breakfast then met weijie at my house tat bus stop to go bowling. We were so early, like half an hour early at Lavender Mrt so had to wait for xiong to get there before we can head off for Star Bowl. It's like so cheap lah, the rates at star bowl, 1 buck per game b4 2. Oh yes, mindy joined us there too. SO we bowled and bowled and I must say I'm a natural at spinning, top the charts for total pinfall and like 5 out of 7 games. Hehe.. Will improve somemore once we start lesson with Jerome at csc. After lunch, I rushed down to Somerset cause it's casey's bday at kbox. When I finally got there, found out that I was the only one from campus and ziwen will join us later. Gosh, wat happened to the other 18! So was sabo-ed by casey to sing this and that, I'm a bloody cd player lah! Haha.. After ziwen got there, we decided to sneak out to play pool, cause casey like took our phones so we'll be uncontactable, which is a gd thing. Found out at the pool table that my jump shots are seriously improving and I'm way better at 9 ball then at 8. Anyway, got back to the room and not long after we got back, the bdae cake came in and Happy Bdae Casey! U're finally like... 15! Haha.. After cutting cake and all, went to meet ed and the rest for dinner near csc, before heading down to Archaepoliogo. I'm becoming an alcoholic. Gosh. Then chat, and chat and like whoa, we actually managed to catch a bus home. Haha.. That explains how early we left lah.

Wednesday was a total bad day for me. Woke up in the morning with bad headache, fever, gastric, and muscle cramps. Totally have no idea what caused the gastric and headache. Can't be a hangover cause I only drank 1 glass yesterday. So had to stay home all day. Even walking arnd the house seems like a tough task for me lah. Gosh. Then like so many pple ask me to go out when I can't. Tat's so sad. But must be thankful I never fall ill during exam period.

Today, well, blogging now as u can see.. It's almost 12 le, so most prob go cook up some lunch then stay home and rot bah, unless someone ask me go out. Haha.. Kkz, go make lunch liao. Ciao
Kelly Clarkson @ Because of You

These 2 days have been very enriching for me I must say.. Been like everywhere..

Kkz, yesterday was like my audition day for my performance at PA.. I was competing like against a guy hu's performing at mu chuan lah, professional singer hu's timing is super! But the only flaw is his singing is kinda "oily", so i manage to make it thru, thanks to quite a no. of pple for putting in a word for me.. So pple! Catch me @ Singapore Conference Hall on 23rd Dec with People's Association's Youth Chinese Orchestra. Will be performing a song with them! A one in a lifetime experience for me man, sing with CO playing. Cool.

Speaking of CO, high chance I'll be joining 'em pretty soon too. Haha, finally can fulfill my dream of being in CO liao!

Oh yes, and today went to Vivo with mum and so sorry Brynner, I went back on our promise but nvm, I'll bring u arnd when we go there next time, I got the place figured out in 2 hrs. It's not exactly tat big I find. At least not as big as those in KL. Only manage to buy a t-shirt from Pull & Bear. Spotted some nice shoes that I can wear for Prom as well as normally day out. Shld be going back to get 'em real soon.

Then had lunch at Raffles City cause Vivo was just too packed and saw a nice bag from NB. Cheap too, just 45 bucks. Shld be getting that too! Then met da jie, hump, philip at suntec to watch da jie's bro's drum performance. Shiok sia. And I'll be picking 'em up soon too. Then sean joined is later and headed down to my dad's resturant as usual for dinner. Long time since we met sia. Like it's been 7 mths liao. Really cant wait for our next mahjong session and more gatherings. Most prob will have mj marathon at da jie's place on Christmas eve, then can bring presents to exchange liao. Haha.

For now, must rest up cause it's another 2 days out for next 2 days. I'm seriously gonna run out of cash at this rate. Jialat, I wanna strike 4D~! Lol




To bro, cheer up man, it's not as bad as you think. Sort things out and it'll clear up.
Van Fan @ I believe

A's is finally over! YOHOOOOO! I'm damn hyper until now sia! It ended yesterday with a bang! Can really tell that everyone is so glad it's finally over, but I do feel kinda empty though.. Hahaha..

Oh and this is my new template! How you guys find it? Haha.. A new template for a new start.. How's that?

Anyway, was out with gang after chem paper 1 yesterday. Met gav, ht, kris, wf, sally, reb and din at J8 then headed down to Heeren for dinner. Met Jamie there too, then went for Korean food.. Seriously not gd sia.. Highly not recommended..

Then like gals always do, they went round shopping.. So we guys just hung out at HMV loh.. No choice.. Haha.. Then it's Acid Bar at Somerset.. Nice environment and the guy hu performed there ain't that shabby too.. Impressed I must say.. But end up we kinda found the place too noisy so headed down back to Circular Rd..

Wanted to go to Archaepoliogo but it's crowded and no seats so we hop to another pub, in fact, a Karaoke pub just next to VA, it's called RestRoom.. Haha.. Not tat bad, cheap, gd service and got songs to sing! Haha.. Kinda my kind of place.. Oh yeah, and Jansen n kimmy joined us too.. While Reb and sally left.. So we just chilled there with a bottle of Johnny Walker Black Label and sang, and pool-ed.. It's wasn't till 2 plus when we finally paid up and went to sit down at Singapore River just like the other time.

Thanz guys! It's really been a fun nite out and I'm really looking forward for the next one, and I suppose that's after Prom leh! As for now, play hard pple cause we've come a long way mugging so it's time to relax and enjoy! Ciao pple!



To Reb n Din, must continue mugging and do ur best in the upcoming paper!
To all those hu have not ended their exams, all the best and Jiayou!
To Sally, Happy Belated Bdae!
F.I.R. @ Lydia

Time is 1052 and just less than a day away, I'm finally gonna be free! Gosh... I can't wait for it to happen and it'd better come quick cause I've got loads planned out..

Lets take a look at Sam's To-Do List after A's!
1. Dye my hair!
2. Buy electric guitar with gav n kris
3. Jam, jam and more jam
4. Join a DB team
5. Hopefully fivebees trip to Genting is still valid cause I wanna go!
6. Shop for Prom clothes and go to Prom
7. Learn and write in Jap
8. Get music equipments for home recording
9. Learn how to drive
10. Attend 2 star kayaking with JJ
11. Rock-moc 1 star
12. Get a job
13. Mahjong sessions!
14. Kbox sessions!
15. Gathering with loads of pple from pri sch till jc
16. More bowling and bowling lessons!
17. Vocal lesson time
18. Prepare for LCM exam
19. Learn how to drive
20. Buy PS3
21. .... and lots more to come!

Haha.. Tat's a lot of stuff to be done and if any of u interested in any of the activities mentioned e.g. jamming, bowling or mahjong, can just give me a buzz and I'll be right down (if I'm free)
And for now.. Tat's abt it.. Guess I'll continue slacking then go to bed early cause tml gpnna be a fun day!
F.I.R. @ Fly Away

Bye bye econs and hello to freedom... Pretty soon though..

Just took econs P1 n 2 today and both papers were do-able I would say, and I felt pretty alright at the end of the papers.. Perhaps my dream can come true in the end. Anyway, was out with ed again.. Haha.. Two lonely guys.. LOL.. Don't think too far you pple..

Anyway, was out for dinner at this new Jap resturant at City Link.. Hmmm... Don't try though, it's kinda a weird combi of Jap and Western so it taste kinda odd.. Then headed down to Marina for pool and after that, to Archaepoliogo at circular.. Tried their house brew, not bad.. Had chocolate Martini as well, phew, thankfully ht not there, if not she'll freak out.. Then sat and tok crap for hours and yeah, now I'm back here blogging abt it..

Just 1 last paper to go and I'm real excited abt it.. Cause it's mcq.. And after tat paper, it's more pubbing and will be staying up all nite long! For now.. Shld try to go slp liao.. Ciao
F.I.R. @ Get High

Took chem P2 this morning and just came home from econs P3. Well, analyse time though. Chem was alright but like what we like to say, Cambridge just gets more and more creative each year. They simply tied all the questions up and there were like 7 marks just on definitions. WTH!

Then econs. Speechless. Speechless I say. All I can do now is hope and pray that P1 n 2 will be a breeze for me so that I can pull up my already screwed up marks. It's a total nightmare out there in the exam hall. Haiz, now it's just time to rest well and gear up for tml. At least my worst fear aka today is over. And it sure ended freaking me out.

Looking on the bright side though, just 3 more papers and I'm free! Now it's econs mcq all the way!
R&B @ Lucky Charm

Just a random post here..

Been blog hopping the entire time, looking at other pple's life and all. So are slogging they're lives away for exams, (just like me_) and some just seem to have too much free time for their own gd. Some are hiding some dark secrets whereas others are expressing what they feel like and wanna. Some are searching for love while others are already occupied with one. Some entiries will make you think abt life, whereas there are some that just brings a smile to your face.

Loads of emotions flowing through after reading dozens of blog. All in all, I can conclude, well, you determine your own path. Friends are impt but never forget your family too. Relationships are to be "renewed" for it continue to blossom. Lastly, be sure that there is always a friend there for you whenever you need a listening year, if not, prepare loads of stuffed animals.. =p

Well that's all for now. Mug hard for A's pple!
Yui @ Life

Just got back from J8 after having Pasta dinner there. Yum! Havent really done much today, slack the entire day cause like no one went back to sch so yah.

Just 5 more days and I'm free, I'm seriously awaiting that day to come. Hmmm, oh and keep a look out for my to-do list that will be coming out pretty shortly just before the last paper. Really got loads of stuff I wanna do b4 getting into NS. As for now, more slacking and tml will be another day of mugging in sch loh. Ciao pple.
Ah Shin @ Happy Birthday

Been looking at my previous post. Gosh, all abt mugging, but nvm, this mugging spree will end soon!! Just 6 more days and it's gone! Anyway, nothing else but mug in sch this morning with ht, kris, danyu n reb. Econs day I can say.

Then after met Ed for dinner, 2 sad guys stranded at orchard road looking for a decent resturant tat does not have a long queue. Seems like an IMPOSSIBLE task man. But thankfully manage to end up at Billy Bombers and ate ultra hugh burgers. LOL. Then met sis along the way home. Singapore is indeed very small!

Anyway, now it's home alone cause mum's gone out for gathering, and she's going to pub! I wanna go soon! Like this friday man. Kz, go stoning liao. Ciao
Howl and J @ Perhaps Love

Kz, been at sch mugging today. Haha, like no ones in sch and I'm the only one. Kinda sad but nice cause pretty quiet. Started mugging pretty early cause can't exactly slp, so did some econs then went over to kris' for some movie watching and monopoly playing. Lol. Just ht, kris n me. Lol.

Anyway, tml's gonna be another mugging day so yeah. No dinner tonight cause my mum's going to party, leaving me home alone again. Haha. Nvm, use to it liao.
Blackmore's Night @ Diamonds and Rust

Hooray and 3 cheers cause I finished Maths P2 today and it went like a breeze! Gosh, didn't think it would go tat well but it did! High A chance, if I didn't screw up P1 tat bad. Anyway, maths notes are so going out of the window!

Hmmm, checklist of notes "thrown": GP, Chem thermodynamics and Maths! Muahahaha, gonna take a break today and start mugging again tomorrow. Econs and Chem P1 n 2 left. Suddenly after I finished Maths P2, I totally feel I'm so close to getting straight A's if I work hard enough for the rest of the papers. I certainly will!

Oh yeah, after A's I'm gonna change my template so stay tuned!
In Flames @ The Jesters' Dance

Kinda just woke up from my afternoon nap. Like kinda first time I'm actually able to sleep in the afternoon. Guess the conditions were alright then, kinda full after lunch with gang at amk, raining, and not enough sleep the night before.

Anyway, just finished Chem P3 this morning, and whoa am I surprised. It didn't kill me like I thought it actualli would. Guess chem was my least prepared subject this time round. There were only a few parts that I'm not exactly confident in. Tat's a relieve.

Just 4 more examination days till end of A's. I'm so gonna party like mad man. I've kinda written out my agenda for post-A's activities already. Quite a no. of stuff to do. And I'll be spending quite a large sum of money altogether, so I'd guess I'd better get a job then.

Tml's maths P2, hope it's not gonna surprise me like what P1 did. I hate this kind of scenarios when I go in full force and full of confident and come out disgusted and disappointed. Anyway, tat's all for now. Ciao people.
Dragonforce @Dawn over a New World

One more paper down today, don't really wanna talk about it though. All I can say is went in confident, exit with uncertainty.

Anyway, tomorrow's gonna be a big screw up day. Chem. Gosh, I feel ultimately pressured by this paper by what else can I do at this hour. It's a morning paper afterall. Guess a last recap is better off then having none. Ciao people.
Stratovarious @ The Kiss of Judas

Havent been blogging quite a bit, hahaz, cause nothing much to say either lah. Just mug, mug and mug my life away. Only slack thing I've been doing is watching Bleach and it's an accomplishment today, cause instead of the normal 2 episodes a day, I watched a total of 20. Hahaz, believe or not.

Oh yah, shld be going for DB orienatation course pretty soon after A's. Can't wait! Anyway, just 2 days till Maths P1, can't wait cause I'm feeling so prepared, at least I feel so. I've even clarified the topics I was kinda weak at so I guess not much to be afraid of liao. Kz lah, tat's abt it fo now. Kinda late liao so going to slp, Ciao.
High and Mighty Colour @ Ichirin No Hana

Today is the very first day of A's and yes, it's finally over. The first day I mean.

Took GP paper this morning, both papers 1 and 2. Well I must say that I'm not to sure how my script will go and how the exams fare the script but what I am certain is I have given my best and no regerts to it. There were quite a few shocks from both papers but I guess I ain't the only one who felt the pressure. So yah.

Then came back and showered and went out to slack a little again after having lunch at J8. Went out to play pool with ed and julian at hougang. Spend quite some time there but well, at least I can get my mind off exams, I don't exactly mind that much. Had dinner and here I am again lah. SItting in front of the com as always. Tml will be back to sch to study and well, the following weeks gonna be a little harder to handle cause Maths P1 followed by Chem P3 and Maths P2 in three seperate days. Now I'd just have to touch up on my work and that's abt all I can do liao. Kz lah, I'm off to sleep liao, Ciao.
D-technolife @ UVERworld

Going to sleep pretty soon and tomorrow's gonna be the very big day leh. The start of A's. It's gonna be a pretty stressful week ahead but guys, pls hang in there kz!

Been out like half the day with ed. Was suppose to be only 2 of us out for coffee and pool, just to slack a little, but bumped into mindy on the train, like who would have thought we would meet each other there man. Anyway, the 3 of us headed for TCC then pool and finally dinner. Haven't felt so relax for such a long time man. Anyway, this will be the life after A's, going out everyday with frenz. I love it sia.

Most people shld be asleep by now I hope, and I will be going to pretty soon, so see you guys tomorrow and all the best loh. Must remember to bring jacket cause it's most prob gonna be kinda cold, and keep a clear mind tomorrow so you can focus the task at hand and give it your very best! JIAYOU!~

Just 2 days more, 2 days, can't it get like faster or anything. It's too slow, can someone please speed up the process?! I want to get this over, like NOW!

Been at sch mugging and went for consultation with Ms Jeeva today. Like the whole world is back in sch studying man, and I finally got the name of ht's fren correct, it's actually Ming Yong. Sorry abt getting ur name wrong pal! Haha, anyway, everyone was like sick of studying, and I guess I'm one of them to. I'd rather sit thru the papers then to continue to sit down and study like that.

I want to play, to enjoy, to relax and to do whatever I want. I want this to be over man. Come to think of it, maybe repeating ain't too bad an idea, at least I'll feel more prepared and not as stress, but I don't want to, no way am I going thru this again man. Once is gd enough.

Guess all I can do now is to swallow all my GP notes and hope for the best. Oh and tomorrow's gonna be a rest day, cause I need a break away, seriously.
Skoop on Somebody @ Happy People

Couldn't get to sch this morning even just for consultation. This stupid nose bleed of mine had to bug me in the morning, and it did get me pretty bad. Only managed to stop it from flowing after lying down and falling asleep on my bed. Sad case sia, 3 days away from A's and I'm having a stupid nosebleed, this is a bad omen sia.

Anyway, didn't really do much at home though, only looked thru some notes and stuff. Must get to sch tml man, can't miss another consultation slot. 3 days more till the start of A's and 18 days till freedom. Must strive on!
Asterisk @ Orange Range

Had a total new experience today man, and it really suits me. Okay, the things goes like this, I'm all alone at home cause mum's overseas and dad's working, so tat leaves me alone to do all my stuff.

Went to cut hair, walk around a bit round town, kinda like a break away from all those books that I'm bloody sick of. Then while walking around, found out that I'm actually enjoying this feeling, of being alone, and perhaps in a sense, not tied down by family and all. Dunno why but I kinda like it quite a bit, perhaps it's all the studying that's making me feel this way, but maybe not. Perhaps it's just me bah.

After returning some mags at NLB, headed home in a whole new way. Normally can take a straight bus back for Bugis, but instead, took to YCK and take 70 back. Lol, but fun too, cause havent taken a bus from there, new experience I guess. Then bought some dinner and some stuff for breakfast tml. Feels kinda odd cause normally I won't buy dinner back and eat and like buy breakfast for tml, but enjoying it.

Kz lah, just four more days till A's, but I'm so not gonna study today cause it's rest day!
Atreyu @ Right Side of the Bed

Been mugging at sch today with ht, gav, danyu and ht's fren, min loong, well, i think that's his name. Heez, I've never been good at names.

I'm seriously counting the number of days left till end of A's. It's driving me nuts already. Oh yah, fivebees reading this post, pls note that we'll most prob be going to Genting before we head for Prom, hahaha, so will be our first time travelling together. It'll be fun! So far, on the okay list we've got gav, ht, kris and myself. Will discuss this as things go along.

Anyway, I'm gonna have loads of time to slack after A's cause I'm not casting for the movie liao. No way am I gonna cut my hair crew cut before going into the army, especially like 4 mths before army, so now loads of time to jam, kayak, roc-moc!
郭妹妹 @ 不怕不怕

Been mugging the past few days, like wat else can I do man. Watching the counter jump day after day in sch, it really make smy heart pound faster and faster. But I have got to get pass this hurdle no matter what. I want to work and do my best so I don't regard after this.

Anyway, went out for a chat with mindy and nana yest, haha, tpy mac. Lol, talk all the way till 11plus 12. Shiok sia. The next meet out will be after A's and I'll really wanna play like there's no tomorrow after A's. Mahjong, Kbox and loads more.

Oh yah, received my enlisment letter yesterday, intially thought I enlisting on 17 apr, but found out that actually I'm going in on 13, same as bro. Haha, lucky sia, at least got a familiar face arnd. But I still feel it's kinda later than expected cause Jan is actually not a bad time to go in, but nevertheless, can enjoy like siao, while the others suffer in there. Haha.. Indeed, a very long break for me to do lots of stuff, perhaps even go backpacking after Chinese New Year. That, ain't a bad idea.

As for now, A's the target and I'm gonna hit the bull's eye no matter wat, and solid hard!
Sonata Arctica @ Tallulah

Other than mugging, what else can I do sia? As usual, mugging in school today. Hmmm, seems to me like the whole world is back in sch today, well, maybe for my class bah, almost everyone back mugging in sch! I like sia, then got mugging partners to mug, and got mugging mood!

Anyway, finally decided that I shld buy the chemistry 5 year series answers today. Haha, I seriously need it, if not other's will suffer cause I keep hogging onto theirs! Anyway, the book no longer for sale so bookshop auntie gonna photocopy 'em, and I foolishly waited an hr at the canteen for the answers to only wat, 2 years! Apparently she said 10 mins so I thought might as well wait, cause I don't wanna walk back to I-space then walk there again. So grabbed a drink in canteen and played snake. (Casey! If you see this post, I cleared level 30 liao!) Anywa, waited and waited and end up only got 2 yrs, somemore incomplete lah. Must get the rest tml!

Had dinner with gav then here I am, back home. Lol. 8 more days till A's, Stress sia! But also no point stressing up too much, my brain can't take in too much info at once. So yah, that's abt it for now.




Ps: To everyone, drink more water and stay healthy!
To bro, Recover soon, and eat less heaty food!
To JJ, don't so sad lah, cheer up!
To wf, stop staying up and watch Goong, must study!

End up today I went back to sch to mug instead of going out to slack for a change. And surprisingly, there are quite a no. of pple who came back on this hols to mug in sch, even Mr Toh is back for consultation with students! Not like "YOU KNOW HU", so bloody slack lah!

So just mug and mug and mug! Was suppose to have dinner at home but due to some miscommunication btw my mum and I, had to eat out! So ht and kris have to pei this poor kid to J8. So had mos and bought some cookies and here I am, blogging in front of the com. That's all loh, so Ciao!
Buddy @ 为了她

Just woke up and the time is 1230. My body clock is so screwed man, last time I'd wake up before 9 now, I'm sleeping till 1. Gosh, sleeping sure is infectious.

Havent done enough over this few days, motivation seems to be dropping. But really there is just no time to waste. Got to step on it already.

Hari raya today, and stuck at home. What the hell. Can someone sees this post and would like to go out sms me. I'm rotting at home man. And worst still, can't study at home.

That'z about it lah. Ciao!
H.I.M. @ Behind the Crimson Door

Mug, mug, mug...

Been at sch mugging as usual again. Seems to me that the no. of pple mugging in sch has reduced significantly over the weeks. Anyway, they fenced off the i-space today for some stupid talk or seminar, depriving us of our favourite study area. So had to head to container classrooms to mug.

The gals met with mrs leong for consultation while I mug alone in a corner. Nice and quiet though. But too quiet at times. Then went for lunch at the coffee shop outside sch, and no way am I gonna eat the fried fish bee hoon again, cause I found ants inside the soup. Sucks!

Then had to continue mugging cause I'm really falling behind schedule and must really thank rebecca for helping me out in chem! Oh yes, met kai yuan and found out that physics pple are ending earlier than us, for the first time! Hahaha, 2 days before sia! Gosh! I've got this sudden urge to drop chem and take physics, just for that 2 days advanced break. Haha, I'm out of my mind again.



Ps: Pple, drink more water and take care of urself! Mug hard and happy advance Hari Raya!
Bro, recover soon!
Fish Leong @ 暖暖

I need a LONG BREAK!

Bloody hell, this A's is really taking too long to get here! Not that I want it to come quick but I just wanna get it over and done with, seriously. Got loads of stuff planned out, and loads of stuff I wanna do, provided I do not get enlisted that early.

I'm really growing tired of waiting for it to come, and getting tired of all the revision and all the papers, in fact the entire education system! Can't I just live everyday doing what I like to do best, and that's music! I really yearn for my first electric guitar, my first jamming session, my first drum lesson and the list goes on but this is not gonna happen cause A's is in the way.

Trying very hard to not give up at this point of time man. Really got to pull through this tough time! Haiz, enough of complaining and back to mugging I suppose, well, erm, that can wait till tml bah. As for now, I'm gonna chill and no ones gonna stop me!
Kelly Clarkson @ Because of you

Ps: Pple, drink more water and take good care of urself cause the haze ain't going anywhere yet!

Starting to clear up.

Vexed. I've been emo-ing for the past few days, sorry guys, need u all to suffer all the emo-ing with me. I've been trying to laugh, smile and yes to understand.

Firstly, to those whom I've upset, I truly apologise. Everything is getting to me, sch, studies, friends, family. I really wanna talk it all out, but there seems to be a barrier between. pretty much has happened these few days, yes I agree and the problem lies with me. My whole life is a mess.

Next, to thank all those who have tried so hard to cheer me up and stuff like that, kris, ht, wf, ks, mindy n not forgetiing jj, thanz for all the concern and messages. If not for you guys, I think I'd crashed long ago.

My life is a mess. My family is in a mess. This is most probably the first time you hear me mention this. I don't wanna go into details but yah, this is wat is bothering me for the past few days.

Next studies, i'm trying very hard to cram everything into my schedule, all the 2 yrs load of work. I found that I've got so much more to go and there is just not much time left. I'm struggling, really. Staring at the no. of days left is making my heart pound. I'm terrified.

All I can fall back onto are my friends, they're my last support, the group of pple which I can rely on. I'm not the sort who is gd at hiding emotions, so I'd express my every bit of emotion, wat I feel. I'm sorry you guys, for causing so much trouble, and stuff like that.

After talking to so many pple, I think what I've got to do now is to mug hard and toss all the problems aside first. I'll come back to those once I've cleared my A's.

Once again, sorry to all those whom I've hurt and thanz you to those who have helped me along the way.

Lastly, thanz bro.

Friends? What's that?

I give up, I really give up. I'm sick and tired of giving and getting nothing back in return. If friendship is meant to be this way. I truly give up.

What are friends seriously? This is gonna be the first time I question myself abt it. Really, ain't friends suppose to be the ones who will talk and chat and at least answer your questions and enquries? Since when did friends become those who would only communciate when one requires a favour from another. I've seen enough, enough of all these crap.

I'm an only child and friends are really the most important part of me. I've got no siblings and no cousins whom I really talk to. Friends are all that I've got. Yet, this is disappointing to say, some whom I've regarded as friends are turning into strangers. So what are friends?

I'm again acting happy, trying to deceive myself to believe that nothing happened, but in fact, everything is not what is seemed to be.

I'm not myself, no longer having the usual laughter and fun that I used to have. I feel so fake.

I just need a little more concern, just a little more attention sometimes. Is it that difficult to ask for that?

I just wanna chat and see how things are going and an empty inbox is all I found. Is this really fair?

I'm concerned, but what about you?

I've changed yet I continue to wait.

Was pretty bored yesterday nite so i took out my DISC book and started doing the questions all over again. I know I'm lame but I can't help it. Anyway, found that I have changed quite a bit. The 2 years in college have really changed me. The results I got last yr was totally different from wat I get yesterday. Instead of being a S.C, I'm a I.S actually. Ny pple shld know wat these means and that's a huge change. I'm not sure if this is a change for the better or worst, but all I know is that I've changed.

Well, the facts all show that I've changed, from wat I listen to, to what colour templates I'm using, the way I sms, the way I am around pple. But one thing remains true to me, I'm still as patient as ever, in fact, becoming more and more patient. If I'm the me I was in sec sch days, I demand an immediate reply from my close frenz when I sms them. I know, I'm very demanding, but now, I can wait for an sms for days and I still continue waiting. I think quite a no. of events brought abt this change in me.



I'm becoming schizophrenic pretty soon I think, due to all these stress, and all the...
Sonata Arctica @ The Ruins of My Life

The countdown continues...

I'm pretty afraid to visit the sch website unless necessary these days, there's this hugh banner staring at me in the face, counting down the pathetic no. of days left till A's. 14 is the no. today. Just 2 moer wks, can u believe it? Well, I'm kinda into mugging mode liao, but still not full swing and not maximising my full capacity. Sometimes I find I kinda get too affected by others especially for mugging. I really needa kick this bad habit out of myself.

Did 3 maths papers today, 1 econs mcq and 1 and a half chem paper 2s cause quite a bit I can't really do. Must do more of econs tml, if not will soon be losing touch. There also seems to be this mysterious atmosphere that fills my surroundings these days, not because of the haze, but just there are some stuff that others know but I don't which I'm getting pretty frustrated over. I'm very curious I admit and really as the saying goes, curiousity kills the cat.

Now I'm really slacking my time away. Also waiting for bro to come online n teach me how to put those ads up onto my blog, I'm such a noob sia. No matter wat I do, the ads just don't seem to appear!



Ps: To bro, come online quick, needa ur help!!
Gary Cao Ge @ Superwoman

Mugging in process...

Less than 20 days till A's, I'm sure everyone is really mugging with full force now. Let's do it pple, we can de!! Anyway, been mugging out yest at amk library with kris, ks n din. Not too bad though, cause did quite a no. of work, then borrowed Computer music mags too! Really got me into the mood of saving for my very own home recording studio, actually, I just will! Then bumped into pple here n there, first was Sister's frenz then simin n gang! The world sure ain't too big!

Then today, back to mugging in sch liao, but first attended maths mock paper 2 in LT 2, quite okie paper though, n I totally could have completed the paper half hr b4 if not for that stupid question. Anyway, submitted the money for Prom too! Hahaha! So shiok countin all those money, but too bad I'm not the one keeping 'em. Tml is gonna be more mugging so ciao pple!




Ps: To bro, hope ur feeling better from watever that happened.
To all, drink more water cause the stupid haze is back!
Snow Patrol @ Chasing Cars

Fivebees Rule!

Been slacking the entire day today, and I actually woke up at 2pm today. Gosh, I'm really tired sia. Anyway, here are some photos taken yesterday...


That's me, gav n din, Brotherhood man!


Class photo! Hurray! And look hu's in the center, Mr Quek!


More photos of Sfivebees!!

Well guys, that's abt it for now! Must mug hard and jiayou for A's!
Sonata Arctica @ Sing Silence

Graduation Ceremony

From strangers to inseparable friends, these two years in college has been exceptionally enjoyable and memorable. We've been through ups and downs, been through Project Work, exams and many more. We've stuck with each other and braved through all these barriers. My friends, all that lies ahead now is our ultimate enemy, A levels. It's the final lap in the race and we can all make it through!

End of the road

Tomorrow will mark the last official day of life in college. It's Grad Day tomorrow, and I really don't want it to come. Perhaps I shldn't slp, then time won't fly tat fast.

Two years just passed by just like tat. It seems like just yesterday when I first step foot in Nanyang, when the sch campus was still under renovation. The first time I put on my ny uniform feels just like yesterday and the first time I met my CT class was just like a second ago. Time really flies when you're having fun.

I've really enjoyed the 2 yrs in college, with my bunch of frenz, closed buddies that have bonded over time. We've been thru think and thin, braved thru so many exams, had so much fun and laughter. They're always there to share my joy, always there when I'm down. Now, I'm going to leave them, gonna be on my own once again pretty soon but pple, must continue to stay in contact kz! Frenz forever!

I know sometimes I might not be good at words and I know I'm always offending others, but thank you for putting up with me, and helping me when I really needed care and attention. Tml marks our last day together, as 05S5Bees. I wish everyone a great day ahead and may all of us enjoy the day to the fullest!
Home Made Kazoku @ Thank You!

Frustrated

I'm mugging, alas, I'm finally mugging, but there's just something I can't seem to get it off my chest. This is something I must overcome by myself, not something anyone can help me solve.

I'm really starting to hate myself, why did I have to start in the first place? If I'd never started, things would not be so difficult for me now. I'm really living in a dilemma. I really want to question myself, why?
Reckoning Night @ Don't Say a Word




时间，它早已变成一种错觉，踏上这条不归路，我的世界早已幻灭。

Getting back the momentum

After such a long break away from resting and from exams, I'm finally getting my momentum for studying back. i'm super happy sia. Alas I'm able to concentrate and work on my work. Think the talk ht gave me really work! Thanz gal!

Went back for sch for gp mock paper today. Can't really concentrate but was a worthwhile practice afterall. They went thru the answers with amazing speed. Like whoa, was so amazed with the gp dept man. Hahaha..

Then went to J8 with dinner with gav, wf n kris. S11 finally back open again! Cool! Cleaner and nicer food! Bump into a sec sch fren of mind but I simply can't remember his name. I'm very bad with names sia. Took 156 back today and I bumped into a RJ gal! Sorry yah! Not on purpose, but after taking a closer look, it's actually my pri schmate that I bumped into! Gosh, couldn't really recognise u michelle! Kz lah, that's abt it for the day liao!
F.I.R. @ Get High

Afraid, I'm really very afriad.

22 days, the number tat's ringing in my head. I'm really afraid, terrified, petrified. I'm very scared. Never felt so afraid ever in my life. How I wish exams were just like performing on stage. Things would be a lot simpler.

I really need a crash course for a lot of the topics I have. Really need them. Just had econs consultation today. The sight outside the staffroom is really horrifying in my point of view. Unbearable to watch actually. Everyone is so mugging away and I'm still unable to study. I just can't get the message to my brain, it's time to study, it's time to study. Don't wanna regret. But yet, I'm regretting why didn't I try for mass comm last year. Just why?

It's the last lap and I've ran out of energy. I'm tired, very tired.
Dragonforce @ Fury of the Storm

Wasting my life away...

I've been slacking and stoning around the house for the entire day, from 10 in the morning till now, 4 in the afternoon. I wanna go out and mug but there just seem to be no one being able to do so. I just can't get myself moving and I don't really wanna study alone. Feeling damn pissed now.

I really wished I had a twin then at least there would be someone doing the same thing as me, and most probably have the same thinking as well. But I'm seriously still daydreaming away. And who knows when would I be really able to start work.

And I just finished a game with gav, nice game though, but got more pple even better.. Hahaha.. Kkz, must go mug liao...
Atreyu @ Right Side of The Bed

Mid-Autumn Fest!

Had a great nite yesterday at Bishan Park with wf, kris, ks n din. Hahaha.. Played with sparkerlers.. Think that's what they're called, and only wf took a lantern. Oh yes, and candles too... Hahaha.. it's really been a long time since I had had so much fun. Really enjoyed it a lot. How I wish more pple were there too. Cause it's gonna be more fun! But nevertheless, thanz guys for making it so fun yesterday!

Now the PSI rating is 128, very bad sia. Don't really wanna go sch study cause firstly, I'll be the only one and the haze is pretty bad. Haiz, really wish someone can accompany to go library to study.. Haiz, if I don't study today then tomorrow cannot study liao... Cause gotta be at Suntec city to support sister! Haiz, but not in any mood to study right now. Sianz..



Ps: Really looking forward to some mugging company. Where did my mugging gang go to?
Bon Jovi @ Complicated

Printer Kid

Guess what I've been doing for the past half hour? Printing notes for goodness sake. There are just so many stuff to print and with then limited resources that I currently have. It sux big time. I really wanna have a hugh printer that can AUTOMATICALLY print double sided, instead of me having to wait at the com and flip the pages round after printing the odd pages. I'll never wanna be a printing uncle man. Have to face paper the entire day! Sheez..

Still searching for a nice name for the band, and I'm so bloody envious of J1's who just finished their promos or abt to finish cause I've still got a long way, well, not exactly that long, but yah, still a pretty long one ahead. But don't worry, cause after the end of A's, I'll be the one laughing at them. Muahahaha..

Kinda feeling better today, perhaps due to some lame stuff we played in sch, but kinda fun lah. It's the animal game, kinda like ur regular scissors, paper, stone, but not exactly the same as well.. If u wanna learn, feel free to approach me or any Sfivebees.. Lol..



Ps: To bro, U need a new and loud alarm clock man! Hahaha, or u need a morning call every morning? Muahaha.. Oh n keep thinking of the name sia!
To sister, just 3 more days till the showdown at suntec! Must jiayou kz! I'll be rooting for U!
To fivebees hu are sick, Recover soon pple!
Racer X @ Technical Difficulties

Countdown to A's

Countdown till A's, 27 days left. It's freaking me out still, not as badly but still very afraid. Despite having many frenz around me trying to console me n calm me down, but I just can't seem to settle down well enough. I'm very afraid, and I've never been so afraid. It's really freaking me out.

Out with lamond today, did a little mugging but spent more time talking then mugging. But at least I can keep myself off mugging mode. It's nice to be around someone who has been through the same path as what you did. It's really nice to listen to other's experience. At least I'm feeling more relaxed. But still, I've got to mug, and hard. No matter wat, I need my grades to be a minimal AAB if not I'll really disappoint myself. I'm afraid I can't even achieve that at the rate I'm going at.

I do hope for a better tomorrow. I really wanna turn back time, and become a mugger when I was in J1, at least I'd secured my foundation. Nevertheless, time waits for no man, so I guess I've just got to work my way till A's liao. Wish me luck pple!
Bon Jovi @ Have a Nice Day

Tired, afraid, alone.

Spend my entire day at home today. Been thinking of stuff, loads of stuff. Abt the past, present and future. I really wish I could have changed somethings I've done in the past. Perhaps things would be the same as it is today. But I can't and am unable to do so.

Sometimes I feel so lonely, such as today. I dunno why but this feeling just gets to me. I shld be immune to loneliness long time ago, being the only child of the family. But at times, I feel lonely, empty in fact, even when I've got frenz around me. I dunno wat's happening ot me. I wanna brighten up, I wanna live like how I use to be. But certain things just ain't the same. Some stuff just can't be changed.

I'm growing increasingly pessimistic these days. Taking today for example, my cating for the movie might just become poof just because of some stupid contract I still have currently. How I'd wish I've never taken part in that competition, one that has brought me so much pain, and suffering. But on a second thought, without it, I wouldn't have met many others, who stand by me and supported me.

I'm just so lost now, lost in neverland. I just can't seem to be able to face the fact. Sometimes I really want to give up. Just wanna stop everything, I've had enough already. I feel like such a failure.

There are just to many "if"s I have in my heart. If this never took place, if I never say this.. Please, someone save me.
Iron Maiden @ Dance of Death

Countdown to death.

29, this number freaks me out, seriously. Just 29 more days and I'm gonna sit for my A's. Seriously, I feel that I know nuts abt A's now, not to mention that there is only fucked up 29 days left. Seriously JC life sux, and it sux big time.

This is seriously the first time I feel so bloody pissed, so overwhelmed by what I'm abt to face. With so little time left and so much more to accomplish, I do wonder, did I make the wrong decision? Why am I torturing myself, being under this education system? Why am I such a fool and land up in the state I am now. Perhaps if i dare to pursue my dreams then, to take up Mass Comm in NP, things would be different, very different.

I really feel like giving up, I'm really bloody pissed and tired. I'm very stress, very very stress. How I wished I'd entered a poly then, things would be so different. I can't help but whined at this. I know I'm not the only one who's feeling vexed over this, everyone else is. But I just can't help it, I've got to find a place for me to say what I wanna say.
Children of Bodom @ IN YOUR FACE

Chance of a lifetime

Just got home after a very tiring day out. Been at the auditions today and well, everything went okay, but I feel I don't really have a high chance in getting the role. Nevertheless, still went to try out.

Then after go cut hair at chapter 2 again. Been a long time since I cut hair, but this time not bad, a change i suppose, if u all can spot it..

Then got home and was about to go shower when my phone rang, and yes I got selected as a member of the cast for a movie. Heez, dunno how I got chosen but yah, hahaha, quite happy though. Details I'll fill u guys in bit by bit so yah, so let all be in suspense for now... hahaha...
Sonata Arctica @ Don't say a word

Music is My Life

The time now is 12:37pm, Sunday, 1st of October and I'm please to announced tat I have completed another song! Hahaha.. I must really say that this insipiration surge of mine is really POWER! Haha.. Very happy now I must say, So bro, once I see u online will send the lyrics over asap!

Really wanna write more songs, a lot more, and I really do hope I've got all the time in the world to do my compositions but I'm so tied down by revision and stuff like tat, making me lose all my precious ideas and creative juices!

Hopefully I can really start my full blast of songs writing over the next few years when I'm in the army, and I really need great frenz around to cause all these insipirations! Thanz pple, especially bro, it's the songs u sent that cause this to happen! Thanz!



Ps: Wish me luck for later's audition!
Tuning in to the new composition

Bad luck go away...

Today was a total mess I must say. Was suppose to be out studying at the library alone, and when I got to the library, the tables were mostly gone and only left with a few due to some stupid dog seminar. Watever man. Nevertheless I settle down and found a sit to start mugging. Was suppose to do maths papers today and yet I actually forgot to bring my calculator, foolscape and data booklet. Seriously how bad can the day get.

Nvm tat, went back to sch to look for ht and reb and ended up being drenched when we're going out for lunch. Not only that, I papers were flying around when I started doing work due to the ultimately strong wind that seems like it's always blowing in my face. What dumb luck man.

Anyway, I've got some gd new for bro, the lyrics is finally out and melody almost done. I'm already working on the other songs, so bro if u see this post, remember to get the song from me!



Ps: To bro, get the stuff from me and don't stop sending the songs!
To kris, stop eating mooncake and recover soon!
To sister, Jia you for the upcoming competition!
Sonata Arctica @ My Land

Last slacking day

Today really marks the last day for slacking. With only 30 odd days left, there's really not much time to spare. Little time yet loads to be done.

Been slacking to the fullest today, playing around with guitar pro and composing stuff. Long time since I had so much creative stuff coming out from my mine. Guess I'm not the only one, bro too. But anyway, it's been a gd day.

Tomorrow is really the day to start mugging my life away liao, but sadly I'll be mugging alone, cause I don't wanna mug in sch, then bro n ks studying with frenz, wf n kris not free, din n ht unsure. Guess I'm my own then, so amk library, here I come. Kinda sad though cause first time mug without mugging gang, but I guess I must get use to this lah.



Ps: To bro, ultra NEAT composition n try to keep ur creative juices flowing! Mug hard too!
To all, don't get so stressed up and don't throw some impt stuff away just because u can't cope with the stress.
Sonata Arctica @ San Sebastian

Mooncake Frenzy!

Today was kinda boring till the later part of the day I suppose. Went to sch for lectures as usual then had an "all guys" lunch, cause all the gals were busy mugging in sch. Then came back home and packed all the rest of my notes, sorting them out into different subjects and stuff like tat. And alas, I got them all sorted out.

Anyway, met mum at bishan for dinner then headed off to buy mooncake before bringing them over to my gram's place. Got to gram's place and chatted with 'em for quite sometime, it's been quite sometime since I seen my aunts n uncles. N guess wat, my uncle bought me a cap to add to my collection, a cap from IMF! Whoa, that's a real surprise! I was still wondering since when my uncle went overseas.. Hahaha, anyway, the cap is nice with the IMF logo on it, but I'll keep it as usual instead of wearing. So tat's abt it for today pple!



Ps: To bro, don't give up now, last lap le! Must start studying on sat ah!
To kris, recover soon and take care!
H.I.M. @ Under the Rose

Insipiration Surge!

Though today is the day when I get back all my results, still manage to have quite a lot of insipiration today! Kinda happy abt tat! So bro, the songs gonna be finished up pretty soon, just the chorus now!! Will send u the completed song asap!

Anyway, back to results.. First paper of the day is Gp, didn't have too mhigh an expectation for it cause I felt I didn't do it well and totally never max my potential, so well, managed to clinch a C6 for it.. Tat, I'm happy.

Then came Econs, well for Econs, kinda mugged a little harder for it and finally I've jumped out of the failing zone and got a D.. Plus a big bonus would be one of my essays was actually able to get a 19/25!

Okay, tat's that, chemistry was next, but the results were already out yesterday so nothing much to worry about. Then maths. A total disappointment. Only got a D for math and a relatively low D, and I mugged so hard for math. After looking thru the paper, found loads of careless mistakes and very simple errors. So I've only myself to blame for that.

Anyway, don't worry abt me, I'm kinda getting over it already, there's seriously no point crying over spilled milk, so yeah.. Been packing all my notes all afternoon, getting geared up for the final lap, for mugging!

Anyway, today's been a relatively okay day, so nothing much to complain abt. Plus insipiration surge really makes me happy!



Ps: To bro, song's almost done! So get ready ur headphones!
To kimmy, cheer up kkz! Don't so sad le! We can mu together and get AAA for A's!
Iron Maiden @ The Trooper

Post prelim blues!

Today is just the bginning of gettin back our prelim results. Got back chemistry today, all three papers and guess what, I actually managed to pass.

Well, I do feel relieve tat I can actually manage a D when I studied the subject the least but I seriously hope that the other subjects would turn out better. Anyway, quite a no. of pple in my class are doing well, or at least better than wat I'm getting but anyway, I really hope I can score a lot better for A's. This chemistry paper, if not for my mcq, I'll died long ago...

Tomorrow's gonna be the big day where we get back ALL the papers!! Omg, I think I'll need some medicine to strengthen my heart for that. Cause I seriously can't take any shocks any more. So all the best everyone!



Ps: To bro, the song is under construction and shld be ready soon, just got a surge of insipration today!
To ks n ht, continue to jiayou and do not get discourage kz! We will mug together de!
Atreyu @ Bleeding Mascara

Back to the good old days of mugging!

Today marks the last day of relaxation for me, as well as many others. So a group of us went out to have buffet lunch at seoul garden. OMG!! Buffet once again. Anyway, just sat there and chowed down on loads of food. Tat's abt it for lunch. Oh forgot to mention hu was present, me, gav, mence, kris, ks, ht, din, j n j.

Then after, headed down to Ks plac to play mahjong and ps2. Was finally able to forget some unhappy stuff at the mahjong table. Seems to me tat "qing chang shi yi, du chang de yi" the logic really works. LOL.. Me and my chinese again. Anyway, kinda won todays game, for once, I repeat, for once. Then now here I am, sitting in front of my com and trying to print stuff so I can get ready to mug again.

Anyway, I manage to buy a new bag on sun @ suntec. Kinda happy abt that, Adidas okay.. Hahaha.. Then met jo at bugis yesterday and today once again at j8.. Lol... So qiao.. Anyway, tat's abt it liao. Guess subsequent post will be less frequent cause it's back to a muggers life le!

Ps: To bro, will try to come up with something nice for the song!
To all, all the best for tomorrows results! Press on!!
Iron Maiden @ For the Greater Good of God

Eat ur heart out!

Out today for buffet session with Din n kimmy at orchard cine's Suki sushi (gav calls it sucky sushi though, lol) Anyway, ate loads today sia and the food ain't as bad as i thought. But this buffet is so gonna prevent me from eating anymore buffets in th near future sia.

Then after, met Gav and went to cine again to play at the E2Max gaming zone. Got into the room called Barracks. Hahaha.. Got Xbox and 2 Pcs there!! But seriously felt so noob cause it's our first time there and we know nuts lah. But anyway, had loads of fun on the xbox with kimmy whereas the other 2 went on playing dota!

Then met jansen n jamie then headed to ViLaGe for dinner! LoL! Eating again!! Had waffle there with tiramisu ice-cream!! Yum! n guess hu I met there? Sugi Ge!! Hahaha! If he never call me, I wouldn't have seen him lah! i kinda blind on the road! Then message khim tat I saw Sugi and he told me tat Lao Da working at Heeren but by the time Lao Da replied, I already left Heeren! Hahaha.. But he told me not too meet him cause he now botak cause going army next month! Hahaha.. Jia you loh Lao Da.

Then headed down to Coffee Bean @ Paragon, and ordered something tat I haven't tried, Belgium Chocolate blended.. Hmmm, not too bad.. Then saw Jun jie there with his frenz! Haha.. So we actually quite got "yuan" sia! Hahaha... So the group chat till 10 plus then took a train back!

At amk, guess hu I meet this time.. Hahaha.. Seng and chee lin! Lol.. They also been out the whole day! hahaha.. Seriously lah, so qiao one! Hahaha.. then now after a shower, I'm here typing this post!

Gotta go back to sch pretty soon, on tuesday in fact to get back our results for chem! So must enjoy these few days loh!



Ps: To bro, don't so sad le! Cheer up a bit kz and try to sort things out!
To sister, I'm praying very hard now and wish tat u can get into top 20! Jia you!
YUI @ Life

Slacker in the making..

Been slacking for the past few days, and now my whole world revolves around my computer. Not tat it's fixed, I'm spending 24-7 infront of it. I'm sleeping on top of my com, playing dota all night long, chatting on msn, listening to music and writing my compositions... Everything, I'm even having my meals infront of it lah! But nevertheless, all these slacking activities are coming to an end pretty soon...

Just went to litespeed to take a look at the announcements and saw the results for chem mcq.. Jaw-dropped when I saw my results. A 29 for chemistry mcq! Omg, tat only happens in my dream sia. I've been failing chem mcq, if not just barely passing it for the past year and now I've ace it! Omg, unbelieveable! I'm really praying hard for my other papers liao. Hopefully all will turn out fine and perhaps my dream of triple Cs in prelims will come true... And bloody hell there are loads of pple scoring more than 33! N quite a no. all ex-zhonghuarians! Omg... cannot slack liao, must mug and I wanna join them too!!



Ps: To bro, congrats on the results and jia you for the rest of the papers!
To fivebees, do not be discouraged at the results if u did not do so well cause the real challenge is yet to come!
X Japan @ Rusty Nail

Com finally fixed!!

After dunno how many months of waiting and using the laptop, my com is finally fixed! Omg, seriously I think since midyrs my com was down and only till sat did i message my uncle asking him to come down and take the com out of my house to repair!

And alas, his magic fingers did the work, and so did my pocket.. Hahaha... But nevertheless, it's fixed and I bloody happy about it! Can finally print stuff, play dota, do everything that I couldn't do with the laptop! Hahaha...

But a sad thing is, why didn't it come earlier cause I spend my entire day rotting at home today! Other than doing pull-ups, push ups, chatting and playing minesweeper, I did nothing! Coudln't even be bothered to cook lunch for my self, not to say go out and "da bao". But anyway, now I can spend all the time I have in the world in front of my com playing, playing and... wat's that...

Shucks, got work to do.. Mrs lim has set us some assignments and she's gonna see the weaker students! Omg, I bet I'm so gonna be one of them. And yah, till then, before the message comes and I start repending! It's gonna be fun, fun and more fun!!



Ps: To 5bees, enjoy this few days of rest but still remember to do the work that we have to do!
To din, recover soon!!
Dragonforce @ Fury of the storm

Bye Bye PRELIMS!!

Finally yesterday marked the last day of prelims in NY. Dunno how I'll fair but yah, I just have to wait for the results to come back then yeah, decide on wat to do bah. As for now, it's SLACKING TIME!!

Haven't had that much fun for such a long time due to all the mugging and studying and mugging and u know wat continues after that right... Anyway, was out with fivebees for dinner, pool and lastly pubbing!

Pple present: Gav, huiting, jansen, kimsoon, kristal, marisca, rebecca, sally, weidin, weifang.
Anyway, we meet at bishan mrt then headed off to bugis, for FISH and CO!! Yum!

After which, we headed out to sent rebecca off before heading to Fuzion pool, kinda ex but sure had fun! Got quite chio gals there too! Hahaha, can refer to jansen for further details..

Next, was suppose to go to gashaus but with our "sway" luck around, gashaus is under-renovation! OMG! Then we headed down to clarke quay, hoping that there would be something for us, but apparently everything there is like so closed! Not even MOS is open! No choice then, have to head down to circular rd, thankfully got sister and yenling's help, if not i definitely dunno where to go..

Anyway, went by actors, too smoky, then I ran down to carribean, too small.. Thankfully we stumbled into this new pub.. Hahaha, finally those horrible singers in the previous puyb has been replaced! Now got new owner, so no more horrifying music! I must say the service is not bad sia! We end up ordering a bottle of Chivas.. haven't tired it yet cause all the time I've been drinking absolute! But it's real fun sia! Hahaha, played zong ji mi ma!

Oh n we found out hu are the red ones in the gang! Me, gav, jansen, weifang! The red gang! The rest all I can say is that they got poor blood circulation! hahaha.. But really had fun yesterday! Then sat by Singapore river! Hahahaha... Must cool down a little! Really look forward to the next session!

Hahaha.. Ask for now, I can only hope that I can take some time to rest well, and I wanna start writing songs agaon but there's no one to inspire me to write liao... But anyway, maybe I shall write about the class!! hahaha!

Ps: To fivebees, Prelims are over so take this time to enjoy and relax but after this must chiong for A's liao! Jiayou!
To bro, Thankz for the songs! Keep them coming! And got any nice compositions can let me hear, then I fill lyrics!
Kalmah @ Swamphell

I need a break, seriously a good and long break.

Had a bad day today, a rather bad one. Couldn't pull myself up to go study this morning, had a bloody bad headache and now it has followed me all the way till now. Though tomorrow is the last day of exams, I'm feeling more stress than usual. Don't ask me why but yah, I'm bloody stressed out right now. WTF lah.

Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day, I hope, cause the gangs gonna go out together straight after the prelims, but must go back home and change first lah. Activities for the night would be dinner, followed by pool then pubbing.
I really long for the pubbing session, really need some alcohol to destress myself. Will try to not get myself drunk cause that would cause loads of problems sia. This was seriously a plan that too a bloody long time to come up with but alas it's out.

Really wish tomorrow's paper would be over quick, but 3 hours sia, how to da han. Omg, plus I've got a shit load of work left undone due to this fuck up headache lah. Kz lah, I'm off pple, hope I can get everything done and all set and ready to go for tomorrow's paper.



Ps: To sis, Congrates on getting into the next round of PSS, I have faith in U so jia you!
To bro, Thanz for the songs and more songs please!
Sonata Arctica @ My Land

I wanna slack in peace!

Just like the title of this post, I seriously wanna slack in peace! Just 1 last paper that's gonna be taken on monday, yet I can't seem to relax at all sia.

Today has been quite a long yet stressful day. Was back in school early in the morning for the chemistry paper 2 whcih I had to sit thru with gastric pain, seriously what the heck lah. Then had to suffer the horror of waiting in school for econs to come. Mugged in the i-space with the gang, seriously I can't get anything in my mine then, been slacking throughout the entire studying session. Then came econs, which I must say I'm kinda impressed at my brain today, I didn't waste too much time thinking and jumped straight into the question, understanding what they want. Seriously speaking, that's an achievement for me.Wrote a total of 14 pages and what I'm most happy about is what I studied all came out!!

After these tiring day out at school, the gang and I took a cab down to kimmy's place! OMG! Kimmy's place lah, in YISHUN!! Had quite a lot of fun there but I still can't take my mind off studying. The thought of statistics keep coming to my mind! The horror I had to suffer throughout our entire mahjong session, and seriously speaking, I'm kinda feeling guilty now, that I slacked just and not study. But nevermind that, tomorrow will be a greater day ahead and I'll mug at full force sia! And that's a promise not to be broken!

Ps: To all, rest well cause we've still got a paper to finish on monday! Jia you!
Iron Maiden @ Rainmaker

End of prelims countdown, 2 Days Left!

I'm super high now, cause just 2 more days and goodbye prelims! Whoooooooooh! Shiok! Can finally slack a little, IN PEACE!

Anyway, seems to me tha our class guys are unable to sleep sia, it's like we're online every single nitez till at least 1 plus, then "try" to go and grab some sleep. I seriously wanna get this over and done with sia. But it's not that bad to not be able to sleep, especially when bro's around, can get songs from him.

Hahaha, anyway, we've got loads of plans in place for this upcoming monday, gonna go makan after the last paper then go pubbing! Long time no pub liao, heez, but also this is gonna be the clique pubbing trip, and it's so gonna be fun sia. Really looking forward to that, but before that, still got 2 papers to clear tomorrow and one more on monday. Jia you fivebees, perservere!

Ps: To ex-zhonghuarians, hope to cya guys on this sat's 95th anniversary concert!
To bro, want more songs from u sia, more melodic death!
HIM @ Rip out the wings of a butterfly

Rock and metal is my life!

Been listening to loads of rock and metal stuff recently and I'm seriously getting addicted. I guess you're kinda shock to to hear that I'm actually listening to rock and metal and stuffs for this genre but yeah, that's me now.

Gettin tired of mando pop, eg. Just bought a couple of disc the other day. Just getting sick like the songs always do repeat themselves in someway or another. Dead boring sia. After so many years of chinese pop, I'm finally getting tired.

This is so gonna be a part of my life now, Rock and metal I mean, and I believe they're here to stay. Permanent residents in my heart.


Ps: More songs bro?
Atreyu @ Ex's and Oh's

Broken promise + Sleepless nights + Creative papers

Seems to me that the various departments are getting more and more creative in setting their papers liao. So creative that I can't seem to do the questions. It's like I felt prepared yet the papers thinks otherwise.

Other than that, my class guys and I seem to be having sleepless nights.. Guess it's due to the immense stress that we're all under now. It's like no matter how u toss and turn u just can't get to slp. I'm sick and tired of counting sheeps or reading ur old textbooks that are actually suppose to bore u to death. I'm getting immune. Perhaps I shld seek the help of slping pills. But I'm afraid I'll not be able to wake up. Perhaps I shld try wat bro did, drink some cough mixture.

Next, Happy Bdae to Kris!! And "thanz" for tempting me to play mahjong! Now I feel so guilty sia. So now trying to mug. Anyway, hope u like the present we shared! And hope u enjoyed the day too!



Ps: Bro! Thanz for all the songs!

Pissed.

Took the maths paper 1 today.. At first, I still felt confident before entering the exam venue cause I felt prepared after all the preparation that I did for maths as compared to the other subjects.

Well, everything seemed fine when I started off with the first few question but then as I moved on to the rest of the questions, damn was it difficult like nothing I've seen before. The questions are bloody creative sia! What the fcuk lah!

I know I might sound pathetic complaining abt the paper and you might feel that I wasn't prepared enuff, but the problem is is there really a need for them to set the papers so hard, way higher than A levels standard just to demoralise their students?! Can't their just set equal standard to that of the A levels and at least assure their students standards?

I feel damn fcuk up now lah. I seriously wonder what's gonna come out for tomorrow's chemistry paper, one that I'm a lot less prepared for. If similar thing happens again, I'm so gonna screw my prelims all thankz to the various departments.

Broken promise.

Guess wat? Out mugging again today! Hahaha.. It seems to be becoming a routine in my life liao, every weekend must go out mug with my pals. Hahaha.. The bunch who will all score A's for A levels! Hahaha..

Today we got an ultimate "suay god", huiting lah! From morning till evening ever still so "suay". Worst still, pass the bad luck to those around lah. I missed my bus loh!

But anyway, we all broke our promise today! OMG! But yes, we broke the promise! We were suppose to not p.t.m. (play pool, mahjong or mahjong) before prelims end and yet we played pool today to destress! OMG! What have we done?! Hahaha.. Anyway, it's fun lah.. Hahaha.. N guess who we met at the library? Mr Neo! Hahaha.. It's a small world after all! Hahaha..

Anyway, tomorrow will be the day for maths paper 1, so to all those taking the paper tomorrow, must remember to bring calculator and compass! very important kk!

Last but not least, Jia You Sfivebees! We can make it thru together!

Ps: To bro: Good to know that u're cheering up liao.
To god-sis: Congrats on making it into the next round of PSS!

Airforce COMPASS test!

Was at CMPB yesterday morning for to attend the Compass test for pilot selection at 8 in the morning. And u guys shld know where CMPB is lah! It's at Harbourfront!

Got there asap and was almost late then bump into Chris, my bowling senior at the entrance.. Haha.. Shocked I was! But more surprise is gonna come. Next saw Joel, my bowling senior and then chun boon, my teammate in bowling! Are they trying to recruit bowling pple or wat?! Anyway, ernest will be there as well but on a different day! Hahaha.. It's a small world after all.. And saw yuan xian from zhss too..

The test was fun, had to coordinate my hand, legs and brain all at the same time.. Mutlitasking lah.. Haha.. But overall, fun is all I can say.. Would like to get into this scheme if possible, cause only 20 per year will get in, so hopefully I can pass this and move on to the other parts..

Also, been mugging non-stop, even yesterday, went to CMPB then fly back to school to mug.. Today went school study as well then after go chinatown with mum and met at kris place in the evening to mug again.. I'm turning into a muggerholic liao!

Must seriously chiong all my fav stuff after prelims.. I've set like 3 days to slack fully and back to work after that. First day will be mahjong marathon with fivebees, then next day meet up with bowling kakis and lastly leave some time for myself to catch on some stuff and to relax as well..

Really hope prelims end quick cause I hate seeing everyone so stressed up, especially my closest pals!

Pple, cheer up kz! Will always be behind u!

Sick...

Today I finally fell sick after weeks of sleepless nights. Couldn't make it to school today. Feel very empty all of a sudden. Plus had to rot my day away at home.

Come to think of it, it's been quite a while since I fell sick. But seriously what am I thinking sia. Anyway, I changed my genre of songs recently, from mando pop to Jap and English Rock, ranging from soft to rather heavy. I feel like a changed person. LOL. But it because previously I really hated rock music to the core, but now, overnight, I've become a lover of rock. Haha.. wat irony..




Ps: Anyway, prelims will be back on in a few days..
To all NY pple especially to fivebee: Jia You and continue to mug hard!
To ks, kris, ht n wf: Just endure a while more and we'll have a mahjong marathon!
To bro: Hope to jam with u guys after A's! And thanz for the songs! (Kris n Becca too)

Sleepless nights..

Just can't sleep these days, dunno why but yeah, just can't seem to be able to sleep. This morning for example, I slept at 3 in the morning after tossing and turning about for almost 4 hrs. Seriously, someone please save me.

There's something there that's hindering my life. That thing is growing into a burden, a burden that is becoming too heavy for me.



Loneliness is driving me nuts.. Where are u?

A pile of stress, disappointment and well... Sadness...

Today is the day when I finally compensated for the past few days of slacking.. Been out studying with the usual gang again... Hahaha.. Ht, kris, kimmy n me..

The days are running short yet I've still got no self control over certain stuff, in fact, I feel I've once again lost control. I really wanna clear this stack of stress but all it seems to do is to pile up to a greater height. Well tat's that..

Something took me by surprised just yesterday... Speechless I must say, yet I'll not mention wat... Today was another day where I lived in disappointment.. I know there's a reason over it but I just can't seem to get over it.

It's getting colder, my heart I mean.. Yet there is nothing I can do.. Nothing...

Seriously, it's kinda hard to try to feel happy when u're truly not, but I have to cause it's no time to take those things into account for now.. Not now.. All I wish now is I can get a grip with my live, and move on, ahead...



Numb is all I feel, joy seems distant, yet there is nothing I can do...

Do Not Disturb!! Slacking in progress...

Look at the title of the post and u'll know that I've not been doing much for the past few days... Played mahjong at kris's on weds, slacked at home on thurs and went out with bowling kakis on fri...

Today finally managed to mug today with kris, kimmy n din @ bishan mac. And the highlight of the day...
(Drum Roll...)



I go to the wrong mac!! Went to amk mac instead of bishan then found out it's the wrong place!! Omg! I seriously need to keep a clear mind when it comes to these stuff!! Guess the slacking is killing my brain, causing it to go into braindead mode...

Kkz.. Must go back to mugging liao!!

Ps: Happy Bdae to Gav's mom! Hahaha... Just happen to remember... N to kris... Happy advance Bdae.. LOL!

Fun, laughter, peace N JOY!!

Hahaha... Wat a weird way to start off this post... Hahaha... Either way today has been a great day at school, as well as an emotional day..

Today mark the last of many tutorials that I'll have in NY.. Last for maths, econs and gp.. Not that I'll not be able to see the teachers anymore but it's more of the sense of being distant from them already.. Too fast... It seems like yesterday when we first set down in Mrs Tan's class with her talking to us and taking pictures of us for the class contact list.. Then I remember Mr Neo... The first impression we have about him is that he totally resembles "Yang Yang" from the TV series Holland V... Hahaha... Then comes our econs teacher, Ms Jeeva, the teacher who has always been late for class in year 1... Hahaha... Not forgetting Mr Toh, our Gp aka PW tutor.. Who rejected many of our proposals and made us ponder, when were we ever clear on wat's going on in GP... This is no doubt the most frequently asked question... Ps: No offence Mr Toh! Hahaha... Lastly, not forgetting our chinese tutor, Ms Lim, whom we thought was the sister of Mediacorp Artist Lin Xiang Ping.. But end up things turn out to be all a scam!! Hahaha... But it's Ms Lim who helped me out during CSS period! Xie xie Lao shi!!

As we moved on to year 2, Mr Neo was then replaced by Mrs Leong, who we all thought was very strict cause she immediately started lessons when we first got to class... That really got the class going for Maths.. Well as for Chem, Mrs Tan went on maternity leave and we soon got Mrs Lim, our current and acting CT.. She came in the first day laying down all the ground rules and stuff... But soon, her true friendly self started to show... Hahaha...

Well, I really enjoyed this 2 years of life in NY with all these teachers.. No matter how boring lessons may be, we still love all u teachers out there! And here, Happy Teachers' Day in advance loh!!

Anyway, back to the topic of the day.. All the class was talking about today is "Shit" and "Mu". It first revolved around who's unable to properly pass motion then after, to the title of the award winning chinese essay.. Hahaha... My class sure have got a diverse spread of topics that we actually go indepth to discuss... Some very funny topics that really will make my day...



Ps: Look forward and don't look back... This is not the time to regret for what u have done or what u could have done, but instead is wat u can do for the future! Cheer Up!!

Rainy days please go away...

Woke up bright and early today... Hahaha.. Haven't wake up so early on sundays leh.. Had to be at amk library at 10am... N guess wat, got caught in this sudden downpour lah... My poor bag got so wet...

The road to amk library was rough and tough... With bridges to cross and slippery floors to overcome before I can get to the comfort of the library... Hahaha...

I really like the way the library is like in the morning... Very little pple, then very quiet and peaceful.. Hahaha... Just feel relief that I manage to get there tat early...

That place is actually a great escape to the hectic lifestyle of mine now... Hahaha... Reminds me of ale's rooftop... It's so windy yet it's so relaxing despite the height I'm standing at... Hahaha...

At The Beginning...

These past week has been full of ups and downs for me.. But I realised something recently, A's is creeping nearer to my doorsteps, not that I'm that afraid of the exams but rather, my time in Nanyang is coming to an end.

Today was study out day with the usual gang, Huiting, Kimmy, Kris, Din. A new location I must say, Woodlands Regional Library! Hahaha, a little far but yah, that's the place where I studied for my O's.. Hahaha...

Loads of pple mugging there and of course there were ny pple.. My "best fren" Addy n Bf.. Hahaha.. But the sad part is that, we all got the opening hours of the library wrongly, instead of 10, we thought it's 11 and I still keep thinking it's 12 lah... So all the seats have been snapped up liao.. Sobz.. So 5 of us had to squeeze at a small table at the cafe lah! Hahaha, but that's cosy I must say..

And that got me thinking of the first time our class went out as a group to go for the first class outing, some were not there but it's was almost the entire class lah.. It feels just like yesterday, when that happened. But now all this is coming to an end.

I really do hope this will last, I want time to stop, stop at this moment for me to recollect on the memories I had with the class, no matter happy or sad, it's an experience I'll never forget.

This is the first time which I feel the most bonded to a group of pple. A group of frenz that really cares for one another, will share hardship through difficult times and laugh when the happy moments come. This is really a bunch of frenz I'll miss and will never forget. I know it's kinda stupid to think of things like that now, but I just can't help thinking, wat will life be like without this pple. As the last day of school to drawing nearer, the fear in my heart gets stronger, the fear of losing, losing the friendship.

13 October will mark the last day of school and that will be the final statement for class 05S5B. A class that I'll miss and never forget. A group of pple whom I can truly call family. How I wish I was back at the beginning...



Ps: Cheer up bro, don't be too stress at school, we'll all be behind u and I'm always there to lend a listening ear!!
And to all, All the best for A's, MUG HARD!!!

Stress?

Guess everyone's starting to feel the heat now... Just a few more months to A's... I'm having mixed feelings, not sure of wat am I exactly feeling... Wat to do?!

This upcoming week's gonna be filled with pre-prelim! Seriously wat's the college thinking?! Aren't we stress enuff already, still must add in pre-prelim! Sooner or later I'll become schizophrenic lah! Haiz... Seriously, perhaps it's due to all the great plans I have in mind for my future tat's y I'm so stress.

I wanna be a millionaire before 25. Buy my own Jeep and apartment in town area. Have a decent job tat can bring abt at least 5k a month. Seriously u might think I'm mad but well, tat's seriously wat I wanna achieve! But to enjoy such stuff I'll need to work till my head falls off... There's a price to pay for all tat.

Well pple, if u've got big dreams like mine, better start working now b4 it's too late...

Ps: To all u folks out there taking ur A's, mug hard and work hard!

Great job! Splendid performance!

Yesterday was at the Nanyang Film Fest! Very fun, the clips were great too. Really enjoyed the time there...
The three stories were all very original, all created from the very hands of nyjcians! Isn't that cool?! Wish I had been able to be a part of the production.

Anyway, Dazzard Dusk perform there as well. Nice performance u guys. Know that u all train kinda hard for this event and this is gonna be the last performance coming from them cause everyone is gonna go full swing into prep mode for prelims and A's! All I can say is Jia you u guys! Hope can join u all in ur next jamming session! Hahaha... can look for me if u all wanna go into chinese songs!

Hope u guys enjoyed urself cause I really did!

Ps: Cheer up kz bro!

Doubtful abt life.

Been thinking lately, quite a no. of questions, in fact, loads of 'em. For these few days, why am I studying so hard? Working so hard? What is my sole purpose in life? What am I going to do after I graduate? After army?
When will I head?

These questions just seem to keep popping up inside my head. I have no idea why but tat's wat they seem to keep doing. Doesn't seem to have a way to stop it. I'm currently very doubtful of wat am I to be, wat will I become? I can't seem to get the idea of where I'm heading. Lost I am. I am really lost.

It's really makes me wonder, why are we mugging so hard, wat for, why can't we just sit back n relax n let nature take its course. At the same time, I really feel like taking a break, take some time off to sort out these questions. I'm really starting to question myself. Question abt where I stand and where I belong. Sometimes even doubtful of who are my frens and who are my foes. I can't seem to sort things out.

Perhaps it's the stress of prelims tat's getting to me. In just 1 month, I'm gonna be sitting for prelims and after that, just another 1 month, A levels will be here to terrorise. After looking at the list of pple in the honor roll, the stress is starting to get to me. I do wonder why can't I acheive what the others can. Is it just me or am I not putting in enough effort? I really want an answer to that.

Perhaps I'm just overeacting or perhaps I'm not, it's just normal?! I really have no idea. But it's really the stress that's getting to me... Really getting to me.

As for now, all I wanna do is to do all I can to prepare myself for the upcoming exams and the increasing stress level as well as setting a target of composing a song every week. NO link right? I think so too...



Note to self: Jealousy kills you. Try to take things easy and learn to let go.

Mug Hard

My blog's like real dead... Dead I really mean... Seriously when's the last time I blog... I can't exactly remember... Just got back home after mugging in sch with g4v, jansen, kim wee n din... Seriously there's is nothing more than study now in my life...

Kz now for a "short" overview of wat happened over the last few weeks... Had mid-yrs... Studied like siao but to no avail... I do wonder izzit me or izzit the subject... Got a D7, C O O for midyears... Yeah.. Failed chem n econs... Haiz... Whereas on the other hand, the subject that I never study actually got me a C... How ironic are things gonna get... Disappointed but wat can I do but to look forward for a better tomorrow...

Finally fork out time to go for my 1 star kayaking course having g4v fren as my instructor... How small can te world seriously get.. Anyway... Really enjoyed the course and looking forward for the next level but can't do it now cause prelim's coming n it's hungry ghost festival now...

Oh n last monday, finally took my nafa test n pass!! A silver is all I need and it's wat I got... hahaha... Oh yah n guess the class is intending to go for prom... hahaha... really looking forward for that... Now all we guys can do is that we pray hard that we do not get enlist b4 prom if not bye bye prom night... Anyway... I went for my medical checkup for ns n came back with a PES A... Yawnzz... I can actually get PES A...

Anyway tat's abt it for now lah... Hope to update on more really soon provided that time permits... So yah... Tat's all folks for now...