Bad luck go away...

Today was a total mess I must say. Was suppose to be out studying at the library alone, and when I got to the library, the tables were mostly gone and only left with a few due to some stupid dog seminar. Watever man. Nevertheless I settle down and found a sit to start mugging. Was suppose to do maths papers today and yet I actually forgot to bring my calculator, foolscape and data booklet. Seriously how bad can the day get.

Nvm tat, went back to sch to look for ht and reb and ended up being drenched when we're going out for lunch. Not only that, I papers were flying around when I started doing work due to the ultimately strong wind that seems like it's always blowing in my face. What dumb luck man.

Anyway, I've got some gd new for bro, the lyrics is finally out and melody almost done. I'm already working on the other songs, so bro if u see this post, remember to get the song from me!



Ps: To bro, get the stuff from me and don't stop sending the songs!
To kris, stop eating mooncake and recover soon!
To sister, Jia you for the upcoming competition!
Sonata Arctica @ My Land

Last slacking day

Today really marks the last day for slacking. With only 30 odd days left, there's really not much time to spare. Little time yet loads to be done.

Been slacking to the fullest today, playing around with guitar pro and composing stuff. Long time since I had so much creative stuff coming out from my mine. Guess I'm not the only one, bro too. But anyway, it's been a gd day.

Tomorrow is really the day to start mugging my life away liao, but sadly I'll be mugging alone, cause I don't wanna mug in sch, then bro n ks studying with frenz, wf n kris not free, din n ht unsure. Guess I'm my own then, so amk library, here I come. Kinda sad though cause first time mug without mugging gang, but I guess I must get use to this lah.



Ps: To bro, ultra NEAT composition n try to keep ur creative juices flowing! Mug hard too!
To all, don't get so stressed up and don't throw some impt stuff away just because u can't cope with the stress.
Sonata Arctica @ San Sebastian

Mooncake Frenzy!

Today was kinda boring till the later part of the day I suppose. Went to sch for lectures as usual then had an "all guys" lunch, cause all the gals were busy mugging in sch. Then came back home and packed all the rest of my notes, sorting them out into different subjects and stuff like tat. And alas, I got them all sorted out.

Anyway, met mum at bishan for dinner then headed off to buy mooncake before bringing them over to my gram's place. Got to gram's place and chatted with 'em for quite sometime, it's been quite sometime since I seen my aunts n uncles. N guess wat, my uncle bought me a cap to add to my collection, a cap from IMF! Whoa, that's a real surprise! I was still wondering since when my uncle went overseas.. Hahaha, anyway, the cap is nice with the IMF logo on it, but I'll keep it as usual instead of wearing. So tat's abt it for today pple!



Ps: To bro, don't give up now, last lap le! Must start studying on sat ah!
To kris, recover soon and take care!
H.I.M. @ Under the Rose

Insipiration Surge!

Though today is the day when I get back all my results, still manage to have quite a lot of insipiration today! Kinda happy abt tat! So bro, the songs gonna be finished up pretty soon, just the chorus now!! Will send u the completed song asap!

Anyway, back to results.. First paper of the day is Gp, didn't have too mhigh an expectation for it cause I felt I didn't do it well and totally never max my potential, so well, managed to clinch a C6 for it.. Tat, I'm happy.

Then came Econs, well for Econs, kinda mugged a little harder for it and finally I've jumped out of the failing zone and got a D.. Plus a big bonus would be one of my essays was actually able to get a 19/25!

Okay, tat's that, chemistry was next, but the results were already out yesterday so nothing much to worry about. Then maths. A total disappointment. Only got a D for math and a relatively low D, and I mugged so hard for math. After looking thru the paper, found loads of careless mistakes and very simple errors. So I've only myself to blame for that.

Anyway, don't worry abt me, I'm kinda getting over it already, there's seriously no point crying over spilled milk, so yeah.. Been packing all my notes all afternoon, getting geared up for the final lap, for mugging!

Anyway, today's been a relatively okay day, so nothing much to complain abt. Plus insipiration surge really makes me happy!



Ps: To bro, song's almost done! So get ready ur headphones!
To kimmy, cheer up kkz! Don't so sad le! We can mu together and get AAA for A's!
Iron Maiden @ The Trooper

Post prelim blues!

Today is just the bginning of gettin back our prelim results. Got back chemistry today, all three papers and guess what, I actually managed to pass.

Well, I do feel relieve tat I can actually manage a D when I studied the subject the least but I seriously hope that the other subjects would turn out better. Anyway, quite a no. of pple in my class are doing well, or at least better than wat I'm getting but anyway, I really hope I can score a lot better for A's. This chemistry paper, if not for my mcq, I'll died long ago...

Tomorrow's gonna be the big day where we get back ALL the papers!! Omg, I think I'll need some medicine to strengthen my heart for that. Cause I seriously can't take any shocks any more. So all the best everyone!



Ps: To bro, the song is under construction and shld be ready soon, just got a surge of insipration today!
To ks n ht, continue to jiayou and do not get discourage kz! We will mug together de!
Atreyu @ Bleeding Mascara

Back to the good old days of mugging!

Today marks the last day of relaxation for me, as well as many others. So a group of us went out to have buffet lunch at seoul garden. OMG!! Buffet once again. Anyway, just sat there and chowed down on loads of food. Tat's abt it for lunch. Oh forgot to mention hu was present, me, gav, mence, kris, ks, ht, din, j n j.

Then after, headed down to Ks plac to play mahjong and ps2. Was finally able to forget some unhappy stuff at the mahjong table. Seems to me tat "qing chang shi yi, du chang de yi" the logic really works. LOL.. Me and my chinese again. Anyway, kinda won todays game, for once, I repeat, for once. Then now here I am, sitting in front of my com and trying to print stuff so I can get ready to mug again.

Anyway, I manage to buy a new bag on sun @ suntec. Kinda happy abt that, Adidas okay.. Hahaha.. Then met jo at bugis yesterday and today once again at j8.. Lol... So qiao.. Anyway, tat's abt it liao. Guess subsequent post will be less frequent cause it's back to a muggers life le!

Ps: To bro, will try to come up with something nice for the song!
To all, all the best for tomorrows results! Press on!!
Iron Maiden @ For the Greater Good of God

Eat ur heart out!

Out today for buffet session with Din n kimmy at orchard cine's Suki sushi (gav calls it sucky sushi though, lol) Anyway, ate loads today sia and the food ain't as bad as i thought. But this buffet is so gonna prevent me from eating anymore buffets in th near future sia.

Then after, met Gav and went to cine again to play at the E2Max gaming zone. Got into the room called Barracks. Hahaha.. Got Xbox and 2 Pcs there!! But seriously felt so noob cause it's our first time there and we know nuts lah. But anyway, had loads of fun on the xbox with kimmy whereas the other 2 went on playing dota!

Then met jansen n jamie then headed to ViLaGe for dinner! LoL! Eating again!! Had waffle there with tiramisu ice-cream!! Yum! n guess hu I met there? Sugi Ge!! Hahaha! If he never call me, I wouldn't have seen him lah! i kinda blind on the road! Then message khim tat I saw Sugi and he told me tat Lao Da working at Heeren but by the time Lao Da replied, I already left Heeren! Hahaha.. But he told me not too meet him cause he now botak cause going army next month! Hahaha.. Jia you loh Lao Da.

Then headed down to Coffee Bean @ Paragon, and ordered something tat I haven't tried, Belgium Chocolate blended.. Hmmm, not too bad.. Then saw Jun jie there with his frenz! Haha.. So we actually quite got "yuan" sia! Hahaha... So the group chat till 10 plus then took a train back!

At amk, guess hu I meet this time.. Hahaha.. Seng and chee lin! Lol.. They also been out the whole day! hahaha.. Seriously lah, so qiao one! Hahaha.. then now after a shower, I'm here typing this post!

Gotta go back to sch pretty soon, on tuesday in fact to get back our results for chem! So must enjoy these few days loh!



Ps: To bro, don't so sad le! Cheer up a bit kz and try to sort things out!
To sister, I'm praying very hard now and wish tat u can get into top 20! Jia you!
YUI @ Life

Slacker in the making..

Been slacking for the past few days, and now my whole world revolves around my computer. Not tat it's fixed, I'm spending 24-7 infront of it. I'm sleeping on top of my com, playing dota all night long, chatting on msn, listening to music and writing my compositions... Everything, I'm even having my meals infront of it lah! But nevertheless, all these slacking activities are coming to an end pretty soon...

Just went to litespeed to take a look at the announcements and saw the results for chem mcq.. Jaw-dropped when I saw my results. A 29 for chemistry mcq! Omg, tat only happens in my dream sia. I've been failing chem mcq, if not just barely passing it for the past year and now I've ace it! Omg, unbelieveable! I'm really praying hard for my other papers liao. Hopefully all will turn out fine and perhaps my dream of triple Cs in prelims will come true... And bloody hell there are loads of pple scoring more than 33! N quite a no. all ex-zhonghuarians! Omg... cannot slack liao, must mug and I wanna join them too!!



Ps: To bro, congrats on the results and jia you for the rest of the papers!
To fivebees, do not be discouraged at the results if u did not do so well cause the real challenge is yet to come!
X Japan @ Rusty Nail

Com finally fixed!!

After dunno how many months of waiting and using the laptop, my com is finally fixed! Omg, seriously I think since midyrs my com was down and only till sat did i message my uncle asking him to come down and take the com out of my house to repair!

And alas, his magic fingers did the work, and so did my pocket.. Hahaha... But nevertheless, it's fixed and I bloody happy about it! Can finally print stuff, play dota, do everything that I couldn't do with the laptop! Hahaha...

But a sad thing is, why didn't it come earlier cause I spend my entire day rotting at home today! Other than doing pull-ups, push ups, chatting and playing minesweeper, I did nothing! Coudln't even be bothered to cook lunch for my self, not to say go out and "da bao". But anyway, now I can spend all the time I have in the world in front of my com playing, playing and... wat's that...

Shucks, got work to do.. Mrs lim has set us some assignments and she's gonna see the weaker students! Omg, I bet I'm so gonna be one of them. And yah, till then, before the message comes and I start repending! It's gonna be fun, fun and more fun!!



Ps: To 5bees, enjoy this few days of rest but still remember to do the work that we have to do!
To din, recover soon!!
Dragonforce @ Fury of the storm

Bye Bye PRELIMS!!

Finally yesterday marked the last day of prelims in NY. Dunno how I'll fair but yah, I just have to wait for the results to come back then yeah, decide on wat to do bah. As for now, it's SLACKING TIME!!

Haven't had that much fun for such a long time due to all the mugging and studying and mugging and u know wat continues after that right... Anyway, was out with fivebees for dinner, pool and lastly pubbing!

Pple present: Gav, huiting, jansen, kimsoon, kristal, marisca, rebecca, sally, weidin, weifang.
Anyway, we meet at bishan mrt then headed off to bugis, for FISH and CO!! Yum!

After which, we headed out to sent rebecca off before heading to Fuzion pool, kinda ex but sure had fun! Got quite chio gals there too! Hahaha, can refer to jansen for further details..

Next, was suppose to go to gashaus but with our "sway" luck around, gashaus is under-renovation! OMG! Then we headed down to clarke quay, hoping that there would be something for us, but apparently everything there is like so closed! Not even MOS is open! No choice then, have to head down to circular rd, thankfully got sister and yenling's help, if not i definitely dunno where to go..

Anyway, went by actors, too smoky, then I ran down to carribean, too small.. Thankfully we stumbled into this new pub.. Hahaha, finally those horrible singers in the previous puyb has been replaced! Now got new owner, so no more horrifying music! I must say the service is not bad sia! We end up ordering a bottle of Chivas.. haven't tired it yet cause all the time I've been drinking absolute! But it's real fun sia! Hahaha, played zong ji mi ma!

Oh n we found out hu are the red ones in the gang! Me, gav, jansen, weifang! The red gang! The rest all I can say is that they got poor blood circulation! hahaha.. But really had fun yesterday! Then sat by Singapore river! Hahahaha... Must cool down a little! Really look forward to the next session!

Hahaha.. Ask for now, I can only hope that I can take some time to rest well, and I wanna start writing songs agaon but there's no one to inspire me to write liao... But anyway, maybe I shall write about the class!! hahaha!

Ps: To fivebees, Prelims are over so take this time to enjoy and relax but after this must chiong for A's liao! Jiayou!
To bro, Thankz for the songs! Keep them coming! And got any nice compositions can let me hear, then I fill lyrics!
Kalmah @ Swamphell

I need a break, seriously a good and long break.

Had a bad day today, a rather bad one. Couldn't pull myself up to go study this morning, had a bloody bad headache and now it has followed me all the way till now. Though tomorrow is the last day of exams, I'm feeling more stress than usual. Don't ask me why but yah, I'm bloody stressed out right now. WTF lah.

Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day, I hope, cause the gangs gonna go out together straight after the prelims, but must go back home and change first lah. Activities for the night would be dinner, followed by pool then pubbing.
I really long for the pubbing session, really need some alcohol to destress myself. Will try to not get myself drunk cause that would cause loads of problems sia. This was seriously a plan that too a bloody long time to come up with but alas it's out.

Really wish tomorrow's paper would be over quick, but 3 hours sia, how to da han. Omg, plus I've got a shit load of work left undone due to this fuck up headache lah. Kz lah, I'm off pple, hope I can get everything done and all set and ready to go for tomorrow's paper.



Ps: To sis, Congrates on getting into the next round of PSS, I have faith in U so jia you!
To bro, Thanz for the songs and more songs please!
Sonata Arctica @ My Land

I wanna slack in peace!

Just like the title of this post, I seriously wanna slack in peace! Just 1 last paper that's gonna be taken on monday, yet I can't seem to relax at all sia.

Today has been quite a long yet stressful day. Was back in school early in the morning for the chemistry paper 2 whcih I had to sit thru with gastric pain, seriously what the heck lah. Then had to suffer the horror of waiting in school for econs to come. Mugged in the i-space with the gang, seriously I can't get anything in my mine then, been slacking throughout the entire studying session. Then came econs, which I must say I'm kinda impressed at my brain today, I didn't waste too much time thinking and jumped straight into the question, understanding what they want. Seriously speaking, that's an achievement for me.Wrote a total of 14 pages and what I'm most happy about is what I studied all came out!!

After these tiring day out at school, the gang and I took a cab down to kimmy's place! OMG! Kimmy's place lah, in YISHUN!! Had quite a lot of fun there but I still can't take my mind off studying. The thought of statistics keep coming to my mind! The horror I had to suffer throughout our entire mahjong session, and seriously speaking, I'm kinda feeling guilty now, that I slacked just and not study. But nevermind that, tomorrow will be a greater day ahead and I'll mug at full force sia! And that's a promise not to be broken!

Ps: To all, rest well cause we've still got a paper to finish on monday! Jia you!
Iron Maiden @ Rainmaker

End of prelims countdown, 2 Days Left!

I'm super high now, cause just 2 more days and goodbye prelims! Whoooooooooh! Shiok! Can finally slack a little, IN PEACE!

Anyway, seems to me tha our class guys are unable to sleep sia, it's like we're online every single nitez till at least 1 plus, then "try" to go and grab some sleep. I seriously wanna get this over and done with sia. But it's not that bad to not be able to sleep, especially when bro's around, can get songs from him.

Hahaha, anyway, we've got loads of plans in place for this upcoming monday, gonna go makan after the last paper then go pubbing! Long time no pub liao, heez, but also this is gonna be the clique pubbing trip, and it's so gonna be fun sia. Really looking forward to that, but before that, still got 2 papers to clear tomorrow and one more on monday. Jia you fivebees, perservere!

Ps: To ex-zhonghuarians, hope to cya guys on this sat's 95th anniversary concert!
To bro, want more songs from u sia, more melodic death!
HIM @ Rip out the wings of a butterfly

Rock and metal is my life!

Been listening to loads of rock and metal stuff recently and I'm seriously getting addicted. I guess you're kinda shock to to hear that I'm actually listening to rock and metal and stuffs for this genre but yeah, that's me now.

Gettin tired of mando pop, eg. Just bought a couple of disc the other day. Just getting sick like the songs always do repeat themselves in someway or another. Dead boring sia. After so many years of chinese pop, I'm finally getting tired.

This is so gonna be a part of my life now, Rock and metal I mean, and I believe they're here to stay. Permanent residents in my heart.


Ps: More songs bro?
Atreyu @ Ex's and Oh's

Broken promise + Sleepless nights + Creative papers

Seems to me that the various departments are getting more and more creative in setting their papers liao. So creative that I can't seem to do the questions. It's like I felt prepared yet the papers thinks otherwise.

Other than that, my class guys and I seem to be having sleepless nights.. Guess it's due to the immense stress that we're all under now. It's like no matter how u toss and turn u just can't get to slp. I'm sick and tired of counting sheeps or reading ur old textbooks that are actually suppose to bore u to death. I'm getting immune. Perhaps I shld seek the help of slping pills. But I'm afraid I'll not be able to wake up. Perhaps I shld try wat bro did, drink some cough mixture.

Next, Happy Bdae to Kris!! And "thanz" for tempting me to play mahjong! Now I feel so guilty sia. So now trying to mug. Anyway, hope u like the present we shared! And hope u enjoyed the day too!



Ps: Bro! Thanz for all the songs!

Pissed.

Took the maths paper 1 today.. At first, I still felt confident before entering the exam venue cause I felt prepared after all the preparation that I did for maths as compared to the other subjects.

Well, everything seemed fine when I started off with the first few question but then as I moved on to the rest of the questions, damn was it difficult like nothing I've seen before. The questions are bloody creative sia! What the fcuk lah!

I know I might sound pathetic complaining abt the paper and you might feel that I wasn't prepared enuff, but the problem is is there really a need for them to set the papers so hard, way higher than A levels standard just to demoralise their students?! Can't their just set equal standard to that of the A levels and at least assure their students standards?

I feel damn fcuk up now lah. I seriously wonder what's gonna come out for tomorrow's chemistry paper, one that I'm a lot less prepared for. If similar thing happens again, I'm so gonna screw my prelims all thankz to the various departments.

Broken promise.

Guess wat? Out mugging again today! Hahaha.. It seems to be becoming a routine in my life liao, every weekend must go out mug with my pals. Hahaha.. The bunch who will all score A's for A levels! Hahaha..

Today we got an ultimate "suay god", huiting lah! From morning till evening ever still so "suay". Worst still, pass the bad luck to those around lah. I missed my bus loh!

But anyway, we all broke our promise today! OMG! But yes, we broke the promise! We were suppose to not p.t.m. (play pool, mahjong or mahjong) before prelims end and yet we played pool today to destress! OMG! What have we done?! Hahaha.. Anyway, it's fun lah.. Hahaha.. N guess who we met at the library? Mr Neo! Hahaha.. It's a small world after all! Hahaha..

Anyway, tomorrow will be the day for maths paper 1, so to all those taking the paper tomorrow, must remember to bring calculator and compass! very important kk!

Last but not least, Jia You Sfivebees! We can make it thru together!

Ps: To bro: Good to know that u're cheering up liao.
To god-sis: Congrats on making it into the next round of PSS!

Airforce COMPASS test!

Was at CMPB yesterday morning for to attend the Compass test for pilot selection at 8 in the morning. And u guys shld know where CMPB is lah! It's at Harbourfront!

Got there asap and was almost late then bump into Chris, my bowling senior at the entrance.. Haha.. Shocked I was! But more surprise is gonna come. Next saw Joel, my bowling senior and then chun boon, my teammate in bowling! Are they trying to recruit bowling pple or wat?! Anyway, ernest will be there as well but on a different day! Hahaha.. It's a small world after all.. And saw yuan xian from zhss too..

The test was fun, had to coordinate my hand, legs and brain all at the same time.. Mutlitasking lah.. Haha.. But overall, fun is all I can say.. Would like to get into this scheme if possible, cause only 20 per year will get in, so hopefully I can pass this and move on to the other parts..

Also, been mugging non-stop, even yesterday, went to CMPB then fly back to school to mug.. Today went school study as well then after go chinatown with mum and met at kris place in the evening to mug again.. I'm turning into a muggerholic liao!

Must seriously chiong all my fav stuff after prelims.. I've set like 3 days to slack fully and back to work after that. First day will be mahjong marathon with fivebees, then next day meet up with bowling kakis and lastly leave some time for myself to catch on some stuff and to relax as well..

Really hope prelims end quick cause I hate seeing everyone so stressed up, especially my closest pals!

Pple, cheer up kz! Will always be behind u!

Sick...

Today I finally fell sick after weeks of sleepless nights. Couldn't make it to school today. Feel very empty all of a sudden. Plus had to rot my day away at home.

Come to think of it, it's been quite a while since I fell sick. But seriously what am I thinking sia. Anyway, I changed my genre of songs recently, from mando pop to Jap and English Rock, ranging from soft to rather heavy. I feel like a changed person. LOL. But it because previously I really hated rock music to the core, but now, overnight, I've become a lover of rock. Haha.. wat irony..




Ps: Anyway, prelims will be back on in a few days..
To all NY pple especially to fivebee: Jia You and continue to mug hard!
To ks, kris, ht n wf: Just endure a while more and we'll have a mahjong marathon!
To bro: Hope to jam with u guys after A's! And thanz for the songs! (Kris n Becca too)

Sleepless nights..

Just can't sleep these days, dunno why but yeah, just can't seem to be able to sleep. This morning for example, I slept at 3 in the morning after tossing and turning about for almost 4 hrs. Seriously, someone please save me.

There's something there that's hindering my life. That thing is growing into a burden, a burden that is becoming too heavy for me.



Loneliness is driving me nuts.. Where are u?

A pile of stress, disappointment and well... Sadness...

Today is the day when I finally compensated for the past few days of slacking.. Been out studying with the usual gang again... Hahaha.. Ht, kris, kimmy n me..

The days are running short yet I've still got no self control over certain stuff, in fact, I feel I've once again lost control. I really wanna clear this stack of stress but all it seems to do is to pile up to a greater height. Well tat's that..

Something took me by surprised just yesterday... Speechless I must say, yet I'll not mention wat... Today was another day where I lived in disappointment.. I know there's a reason over it but I just can't seem to get over it.

It's getting colder, my heart I mean.. Yet there is nothing I can do.. Nothing...

Seriously, it's kinda hard to try to feel happy when u're truly not, but I have to cause it's no time to take those things into account for now.. Not now.. All I wish now is I can get a grip with my live, and move on, ahead...



Numb is all I feel, joy seems distant, yet there is nothing I can do...

Do Not Disturb!! Slacking in progress...

Look at the title of the post and u'll know that I've not been doing much for the past few days... Played mahjong at kris's on weds, slacked at home on thurs and went out with bowling kakis on fri...

Today finally managed to mug today with kris, kimmy n din @ bishan mac. And the highlight of the day...
(Drum Roll...)



I go to the wrong mac!! Went to amk mac instead of bishan then found out it's the wrong place!! Omg! I seriously need to keep a clear mind when it comes to these stuff!! Guess the slacking is killing my brain, causing it to go into braindead mode...

Kkz.. Must go back to mugging liao!!

Ps: Happy Bdae to Gav's mom! Hahaha... Just happen to remember... N to kris... Happy advance Bdae.. LOL!