Feeling better

Feeling loads better! Like finally, I'm lifted of pain and headaches!! But it still lingers on... Sadly..

Anyway, before I forget!!

To all taking A Levels!!!

ALL THE BEST AND BEST OF LUCK!! MAY YOU GET STRAIGHT As!!!

And I'm so happy, cuz, hahaha.. well, only a few of you know why I would be super happy...

Let's just say that, when I thought it was never going to be, and it couldn't have been, it came, and surprised me, it really did brighten up my day and lifted me of pain temporarily.. How I'd wish the person came personally, but it's really the thought that counts, really, it really matters to me.. To a pisces, a little something from someone special will keep them happy, for at least weeks.. And a little act to them, is like heaven sent....

And I'd say thanks a lot to that particular person and I LOVE U LOADS!!!

FOOD!!!

I'm growing fat! And real fat!! Ate like so much stuff today can! Anyway, before I forget,

HAPPY BDAE LAMOND!!!

Oh and I hope you like the present!

Yes, as I was saying, I ate loads today! Had TCC with Lamond today, like this is what I ate can, look...

So filling.... Then heng never go eat dessert today! If not I'll grow fatter... Then no one want le.. =(

Then met Sfivebees and ate 麻辣火锅!! My first time eating and they ordered medium spicy le! OMG!! Like, I CANT TAKE SPICY FOOD!!!

This is the 麻辣火锅!! It's a killer!!!

And look at the amount of chili oil we scooped up!!!

Now I'm gonna have an outbreak of pimple le... Haha, but still had loads of fun, AND EMBARRASSING things happened today.. Haha.. Hush~~~

Remember those days?

I found something very interesting and worth watching just, and I really laughed my head off at all the funny moves and crazy things my class did, yes, we, 05S5B!

Can you believe it, it's been almost a year since we've all graduated from NY, like, it just seems like yesterday, it feels as if yesterday I just stepped into a classroom filled with strangers, and I was late too!! I couldn't find my classroom on the first day! OMG.. So malu!

It's like we just did our first draft for PW, mugged for promos together, celebrated each others bdae with Rebecca's home-made cheese cake! [Thanks Reb for all the cakes!!!], tried to force chocolate down huiting's mouth.. All the fun and laughter, I remembered them all...

The times we ran together for buses, the times we ran for together with Din to press him on, the days we spent playing mahjong at Kristal's place, the days we awaited 'Tempura Day' aka Friday to come, those were just the days...

It happened all too soon, now the gals are in uni or working, the guys in army, not forgetting our very own Xinli taking his A's!! All the best xinli!! Yes, we've come this far, as a class, as friends..

I hope this friendship will last, 5 years, 10 years, till we get married, till we have our children, till we're all too old that with grand kids and all! I really love you guys!

Oh and we're meeting up tml, I dunno what you have planned for us kimmy but I cant wait to meet you guys tml!

I'm awake, yes I am awake!

Darn the stupid camp, calling so bloody early in the morning!!

IT'S 8AM IN THE MORNING!! HELLO! I'm a sick kid here, I don't wake up till like at least 12??

Can't you just go and check my mc and see when it's until! Bloody hell, wake me up so early in the morning!! Now I cant sleep all thanks to you!

Freaking go and refer to the mc's lah! It's not like I don't have documentation to prove my absence! Will checking with the documents take you more energy than speaking on the phone? NO! Just flipping the pages will kill izzit! Now you ruin my sleep and my mood for the entire day is freakin foul I'll just blow up that entire camp! !^$&:@?>#

I'm growing fat...

I had these for supper, like omg, bundung, and tu-tu guay...! All thanks to the Pasa-malam at my block! SHOOOOOO! You're making me fat!

范晓萱 @ 氧气

沈入越来越深的海底
我开始想念你 我好孤寂
跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸 我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气 氧气是你

如果你爱我 你会来找我
你会知道我 快不能活
如果你爱我 你会来救我
空气很稀薄 因为寂寞

Just heard this song over the radio, found it quite meaningful, and it fully describe my feeling now... Where are you when I need you most?

random rantings... ...[3]

Gosh, I'm bored or what, 3 post in a day.. I bet you smell a fourth is coming up pretty son loh... Well, maybe you're rite, and maybe you're not? That will just have to depend..

Anyway, I'm here blogging again is cause I can't seem to get any ideas for my song, and my neighbour upstairs (HELLO PEOPLE) is ripping their house apart I suppose.. They just keep drilling, and drilling and drilling, I can't enjoy any peace and quiet at home! Gosh, hello! I'm a sick kid here, and sick people requires all the peace and quiet they can get!

I can't do any home recording with all the drilling, neither can I nap, and there's no one on msn to talk to! This is really boring me to death! My fav application on facebook is down, and I'm done blog hopping.. Guess I should start friendster hopping then!

I am really a bored kid..

random ranting... ...[2]

Being a sick kid at home, makes SAM a very bored kid. With no inspirations and nothing to fill his mind with, he's just blogging for the sake that, at least he's doing something...



Disclaimer: What you are going to read is of utter lame-ness and written out of boredom, Do Not Continue if the following text disgust you...














I'm
Just
Being
Lame...

And I just cant believe myself, being so bored at home, I've changed my blog skin over, and over and over and over again, if you've been reading my blog these days, I'm getting my blog skin updated like every 10 hrs? For the first time in a very long time I can actually say that I'm very free and actualli have nothing to do now! Omg, but the problem here lies with, I can't go out of house.. That's why I'm so super free.. If I could, I'd be at the gym, meeting my friends for lunch and dinner, going for kbox outing and all.. But I can't step out of house!!! Argh, the anger, the fury, the wrath, do you see it? Do you feel for me? Omg, I just cant believe I actualli typed out so much stuff.. I'm just being so lame and getting so bitchy these days, ever since 4 people knew about that.. Haha.. Well, like I said, only 4 people know, so I wonder..

Hey you, yes, you over there.. I'm talking to you, yah! YOU!!

Do you know?

random ranting... ...[1]

I've got to start work again, got another project with me this time.. Will be writing a song for one of the upcoming local movies.. I've got to make this my gest work in order to make a name for myself in this industry!

It's not easy to say write and start immediately.. I need that spark to start writing, and the love from a certain someone to make the song even more perfect, but I'm lacking love, lacking loads of love, from the one I love, so what to do leh?

In any case, this is suppose to be quite a sad song, so maybe my current mood will actualli aid me in writing this song bah? But I really want to be writing happy love songs instead! I'm kinda tired of writing sad, songs, songs of heart break, lost and all that.. I want to write happy stuff!!!

ME...

I seriously feel that there is a need to introduce myself to everyone out there again. Do it good, once and for all... My emotions have been on a roller coaster ride for the past weeks and it still is, yet to come to an end. Many would find that I'm not the one whom I used to be, perhaps I ain't but deep inside, I still am the person that you met. I also find that there is a need for me to find myself once again. I've been lost these weeks, lost in my emotions, lost in my dreams.

Let me just get this straight.


Tan Chee Long Samuel aka 陈志龙
19 years old
25/02/1988
Pisces in the year of the Dragon.
Currently, serving the nation...
O.R.D. (*Official Release Date from SAF) - 12/02/09

He loves to sing, acts, dance, grooves to the music all the time.
He loves to read chinese books, romance to be exact..
He loves to Dream, dream and keeps on dreaming.. Well, that's what pisces do best.
He can't draw for nuts, bad at gaming, very lame at times, but emo-s quite a bit.
He can play the guitar, but plays only when he feels like it, the keyboard too.
He's a very emotional creature, needs loads of love and care, currently still looking for the other half who will be there for him, at anytime, for he needs love 24/7..
He loves performing, survives just to perform, and a day without songs, or the ability to sing will just kill him.
He's been writing a lot these days, about himself, about the world, about his life, about his thoughts and feelings, and changing them into songs, songs of love, sorrow, hope and pain.
He enjoys the company of his friends, loves to be around people, but at times, wanders about in shopping centres, down orchard road, browse through libraries aimlessly, searching for himself, or something he's lost.
Not forgetting he loves to bowl, play pool, and swims, kayaks, rock-climb, but actually this is part of him that isn't very true, he just enjoys certain stuff that can be attain through these activities, that's why he's interested in them.


Well, that's more or less about summarises me I guess, and at least I have a better view of myself by sorting it out.. I'm being LAME again, but yah, still, I'm still searching for the perfect one, my soul mate...

平常心

街道靜的刺耳 夜被路燈染色
趁感傷醒來前 先上車 不會不捨
承認我是弱者 不敢再對愛假設
我真的累得 不想再拉扯

我尋找的平靜 是我將來看電影
帶著一顆平常心 不必為誰心碎閉上眼睛
我需要的平靜 是敢回頭看曾經
那些為愛患得患失的情景 我選擇忘記

我不懂得取捨 才讓心痛堆著
找得到前些年 的快樂 只是偶爾
回憶是個誘餌 是來叫我回去的
要傷能癒合 我非走不可

我尋找的平靜 是我將來看電影
帶著一顆平常心 不必為誰心碎閉上眼睛
我需要的平靜 是敢回頭看曾經
那些為愛患得患失的情景 我選擇忘記

Speechless...

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I dunno where to begin.. Where should I start to explain...
I've asked her, she replied...
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The answer, I'm not ready for another relationship, lets just be friends...
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I've failed, I've gotten the wrong answer... I should have spend more time to study, study her harder, longer, know her more...
Perhaps then this would now have happened...
I'm partly responsible, but still, I'll take another re-test, a third, a forth, a fifth...
Till I get it rite...
It might not be the time, but soon enough, I believe, soon enough...

Izzit Just Me & My Imagination..

Days have passed, I think it's just me, just me and my imagination...

I havent been myself lately, for I think of her all day and nite, waiting for every single call and every sms...

Each time we talk I'd feel that I'm in love, or should I now say that, I imagine that I'm in love... I wonder, how long is this going to last, and how long will I get this infatuation over and done with. I'm sick of this being so lob-sided..

Love isn't fair, that I'm certain, but love hasn't been fair for me for at least 5 years of my life, I'm sick of feeling for the other party but receiving none in return.. It's just, unfair.

I've longed for someone to hold, someone whom I can turn to when in doubt, someone who will be there for me when crisis strikes, but now, that certain someone, is nothing but a fog, a cloud of smoke that is starting to disappear before my eyes.. Maybe, I should stop being such a fool, maybe I should just forget about all these, forget about everything that has been done.

I should forget about what we've spoken about over the phone, chatted over msn, messaged through sms, all the concerns, and all.. All the..

Well.. It's about time I'd wake up from my dream..

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Wake Up Sam, just wake up...

Missing those Days..

It's been almost a year since I've graduated from Ny.. I really miss that place.. It's a place where I really felt a sense of belonging and everything is so pure and true..

Occasionally I'll take a look at the schools website and just happened to browse through the photos for this years graduation ceremony. I'll always remember mine, always.


This is the class of 05S5B on our graduation day in NY..

This isn't anything spectacular or amazing, it's just a simple picture of the class, but just this picture alone speaks a thousand words. It writes all the feelings and all the experiences we've gone thru as a class. From orientation 2 to Promos, to PW till our final judgement, A levels, these are all the things we've been thru as a class, as a whole.

There maybe times when tempers flare or when we argue, but there are also time when we laughed and joked about every single thing under the sun. From Netball, to mahjong, from birthday celebrations to Chemistry lessons.. These are the times we spent together.. Together as a class..

No matter where everyone maybe now, in Uni, working or serving their national service, I'm sure these are days which we'll all keep and treasure in our hearts for these are times when we spend together..

I miss every single one, every single one of you! All the fun and laughter, all the jokes or loads of exam papers that we had to go through with.. I'll always remember and never forget..

I hope that all you guys are doing well, and that you'll keep this piece of memory close to your heart, and never forget that we were once Sfivebees, and will ALWAYS BE...

JJ @ 就是我

我想了十幾個夜晚 我想我一直都在想

什麼是完美的感動 我想到開始頭痛

你 說不定也是一樣 想要愛卻害怕遺憾

你 說不定也很希望我可以比你勇敢

躺在星空下的草地上 心事全都攤開讓你看

滿天星星張大眼睛盯著我 想要說

任他們說 他們看 我都不管 我只要 宣佈愛你的人就是我

對 沒有錯 就是要 簡簡單單就是我 愛你 愛我 不需要囉嗦

Celine Dion @ I Surrender

There’s so much life I’ve left to live
And this fire’s burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I’m in love with you

'cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can’t survive
Another night away from you
You’re the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there’s no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I’ll live again with love
And no the they can’t take that away from me
And they will see...

'cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night’s getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I’ll swallow my pride and I’ll be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

'cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I’ll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

品冠 @ 無可救藥

暗戀是一種禮貌　暗地裡蓋一座城堡　

然後再當你的警衛跑腿和小貓

隨時你要我重灌電腦　隨時你要我隨傳隨到　

買麵包　雞排和水餃

你每次對著我笑　你的笑裡面有毒藥　

我看著你出了神　還丟掉了解藥

可能你從來沒感覺到　最好你永遠感覺不到　

愛上妳　越來越無可救藥

一天一天越來越無可救藥　

一生一次愛你到無可救藥

我才慢慢體會到　幸福是被愛的人需要

一天一天越來越無可救藥　

一生一次愛你到無可救藥

我才狠狠決定要　就愛吧　就醬吧　就不逃

愛你到無可救藥

暧昧

暧昧是一段恋情中最令人怀念，感动，享受与最爱的。

唯有这个时期的爱是最纯朴，最真实，也是双方付出最多与最大的爱的时候。

现在的我真沉浸在这可贵的暧昧关系之中，也享受着被爱与给予爱的美妙时期。

虽然暧昧中充满了不确定，有时候更是连安全感也没有，但我还是乐在其中。

因为我终于踏出了我这第一步，也打算轰轰烈烈地爱一场。

真希望在我感情中已下了九个月的雨后所出现的彩虹能持久，也希望这段恋情有萌芽的机会。

五月天 @ 我又初恋了

每一次　從愛裡離開　

就像是心被切一塊

切一塊　下次再也不敢放膽愛

誰知道　主歌才一半　

橋段都還沒唱出來

就突然　你的出現爆破了悲哀

難道　我又我又初戀了　

不可能　我又我又初戀了　

可是　真的真的初戀了　

這一種FEEL　

我又　真的真的初戀了

当爱情在你门前敲门时，你不得不开门...

好久好久没用华语来Blog了。或许我因该说我从来都没用华语来Blog过！

最近我有好多感想哦，关于生活，感情，军中生活等等。感觉上去我好像一个老人家在不停的发牢骚。但最近真的有太多太多事情让我感到不胜其烦。但也有让我感到异常高兴的事。这就是所谓的生命吧。

我的心就像一块漂浮在大海里的木板，浮浮沉沉，定不下来。他的出现让我感到心烦意乱，心脏不停地小路乱闯。迟早会闯出车祸！！但我也认了。算来算去，在感情上，我也空窗了大约十个月，该是我寻找新恋情的时候。我也真的为这个新的‘他’着迷了。

若一天听不到他的声音，我便会浑身不自在。若收不到他的简讯，我便会开始感到沮丧，丧失一切生存的力气。他就像是我生命中的氧气，一分钟也少不了。若他突然消失，那我也会跟着他，一起沉入海底。但让我觉得可笑的是，我认识他还不到一个星期，我便成为他的仆人，为他，我的主子而活。

我看呀，感情就谈到此为止。若再说下去，将会没完没了！况且我也还没弄清楚人家到底是怎么看的。正说为‘八字也还没一瞥’，我还是别期望太高，否则会率得更痛。

哦对了，有本书我想大力推荐给大家看，书名是《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，作者是《九把刀》。故事是诉说九把刀在求学时的恋爱经历，喜欢一个女生，足足喜欢了八年但却不敢对他表白。我看我最好说到此为止，否则会让你们知道得太多。但我只能说九把刀说故事的方法超出我的想象，让我以一种新的态度来看待华文文学。

明天将会是我跟他真正的跟他出门，希望老天爷明天行行好，不要感到难过而哭泣就行了。让太阳对我微笑，让微风在我耳旁说些悄悄话，让小鸟为我的喜悦而高歌，让明天与他共处的时间暂停，让我回味每分每秒甜蜜的滋味。