如果能⋯ 重來

黃小琥 － 重來
作曲：蔡健雅
填詞：蔡健雅

你是否愛過　你愛他多過他愛你的人　你還記得嗎
你是否愛過　他有種真命天子般的人　你還記得嗎

相愛以後終於分手　分手以後又想重來

如果能重來　誠實的去對待
彼此都沒疑猜　就沒有理由分開
如果能重來　回憶當作塵埃
心不曾被傷害　就能無瑕疵地愛
但是重來　卻不能保證愛的成功或失敗
要重來多少次後才會明白

你是否愛過　讓你日夜忘不了的人　你還記得嗎
我們曾愛過　不同種類不同面孔的人　你記得哪個他

相愛以後終於分手　分手以後又想重來

如果能重來　誠實的去對待
彼此都沒疑猜　就沒有理由分開
如果能重來　回憶當作塵埃
心不曾被傷害　就能無瑕疵地愛
但是重來　卻不能保證愛的成功或失敗
要重來多少次後才會明白

如果能重來　誠實的去對待
彼此都沒疑猜　就沒有理由分開
如果能重來　回憶當作塵埃
心不曾被傷害　就能無瑕疵地愛
但是重來　卻不能保證愛的成功或失敗
要重來多少次後才會明白
要重來多少次後才會明白



如果能讓時間倒退，讓一切重來，你是否不被傷害？

To do this, to do that...

Hmmm, in a really boring class with a super nasal-sounding tutor, time to do some planning.

I realised with just 1 month odd left in Taiwan, I've got loads of things to do. This will take some time but I can do it! Here goes...

To-do List:

1. Memorize lyrics for Quis Comeback Gig (Important gig, don't wanna mess it up!)

2. Name card design for self (I need to stock up on my own name card before the anniversary event in September!)

3. Assignments, assignments, assignments. (Tentatively, I've got 4 costume design sketches, 2 project presentation, 3x print advert design... That's quite a lot to be done I realized...)

4. Finalize travel plans for last leg of Taiwan exchange! (Really excited about this cause will be traveling alone)

I really do hope I can finish all the items in time, given that I've only got 1 month and 8 days left! Wooooo~

1 month & 10 days...

I'm counting down the number of days I have left in Taiwan. Although I don't feel like leaving this place, but I'm really looking forward to going back home to my own comfy room and bed. I need my space desperately.

Plus there's loads of things to look forward to when I'm back!

Miss Quis too much and I miss performing on stage with them. I need music, I need a life, I need to perform. Staying away from the stage for such a long time is kinda sapping away my life energy bit by bit. I need my dosage of the stage real soon.

Plus I've got Zhonghua's 100th Anniversary dinner to look forward to. Being able to be the emcee for this event is such and honor and I can't wait to be back in Singapore to get to work with the scripts and all. I hope that I can prove myself during this event and perhaps get more chances to do emcee!!

Okie dokie, lesson ending so I'll sign off for now.. Yawnz...

累！

好累好累！今天的我真的很懒惰... 睡到下午三点才起床的我，真的好累！

很多朋友都在唠叨说我该是时候把我的部落格给复活。我倒是有另一个想法，想把英语和华语的部落格分开。 你觉得呢？

孤单情人节

今年的情人节，是一个人过的...

独自过情人节别有一番感觉。本该甜蜜与窝心的情人节，显得有些灰，有些暗。没有另一个人在身旁的日子，生活中的色彩似乎都离我而去。更讨厌的是，这一天的情人节都塞满了一对一对的情侣，在卖玫瑰花的小贩，而我却是一个人。看见一对又一对的情侣与我擦身而过，不经会替他们感到开心，至少它们不寂寞。心理感触良多，很多是无法利用言语来形容的。

老实说，我也不想把这个Blog变得死气沉沉，看过后的人只能叹息，或感到忧伤。但似乎近期的我，和我身边所发生的事都会让我伤心，难过。

希望吧，希望这只是个过渡期...

V Dae is round the corner...

THIS PLACE IS SO DEAD!!
I"M JUST TOO LAZY TO BLOG!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!



The infamous V DAY is around the corner once again!

This year, I'm taking a break from the last year one. No one special to attend to.

Hmmmm.. Maybe, I should take this day to pamper myself? Gd idea?



In any case, it's really been a while since I blogged. Just suddenly feel like blogging cause just another few more days and I'd be out from National Slavery.. =P

I'm really thankful for this 1 year and 10 months, I've grown quite a bit. I've learned to cherish the ones and things around me, not to take them for granted, as well as being thankful for their existence. It's been an emotional roller-coaster for me during this period and a lot of events took place within this short span of time.

It started off with a passion and dream to becoming a pilot for the air force, which became distant when I missed my command school test in the island off the eastern shore due to an injury. Then MCs surrounded me and my days near East Coast became dark and time passed by really slowly. Dad fell ill during this period of time as well, when we came to find out that there has been a tumor that's been sitting inside his brain. Watching my mum constantly visiting the hospital, for both me and my dad was a painful experience. Rushing for Tan Tock Seng to Changi Hospital lasted for 5 days? 7 months past and I saw light once again. Dad was discharged and got back to work real quick. I was also granted the freedom that I desperately needed and was finally able to do what I really enjoyed and wanted. New experiences filled my life with fun and joy and the people that I got to meet led me out of the dark age. Regardless whether it was Chingay, Total Defence, Pride Day, National Day, it was an experience that no one could imagine. The trip to Rockhampton in November was the highlight of the entire 1 year and 10 months. It was almost like a paid trip for all of us to enjoy and perform at the same time. I'm thankful and really grateful to all those who have given a great memory that I'll continue to live on with within this 1 year and half month I am in MDC. Thanks everyone!

Now that this part of my life is almost done, it's time to embark on a brand new journey and creating new memories along the way! =)

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year
To all who reads this post! It's a brand new year, AGAIN.. Getting bored of this.. Time really flies..

Well, 2008 has been fulfilling and 2009 means there's more to come!
ORD, 21st Birthdays, ORD trip, uni starts! So many things to look forward to!

I shall try my very best to update as often as I can!

So cya lo!

Fly Away!

Today is the DAY!!

Finally I'm leaving for Rockhampton today! It's been really long since I've been overseas! Really looking forward to it! In any case, don't think you won't hear from me cause I'm in Australia!

I have my Lappie with me! So I'd be constantly uploading photos from Australia on a regular basis!

So LOOK OUT!

Loof and Haircut!

In another four more days, I'll be flying off to Australia le! I'm really very excited about the upcoming trip! Totally can't wait!

In any case, before I fly off, met up with Ed and Jie last Saturday as per normal. Haha.. It's like becoming a part of my weekly schedule, but it's always great to meet up with the guys! Went to this new pub, like FINALLY! We moved away from Archipelago for once!
Not that I have anything against our favourite hangout..

Welcome to LOOF!

This is the menu that there provided, really interesting and very cute concept!

The main reason I wanted to go was cause the day before, me and the MDC guys wanted to head down but it was packed! So I went down with my pals on the folowing day!
Not forgetting to mention, they've got ASAHI from the TAP!!

I love ASAHI!

I really like how the entire place was designed. Situated on the 3rd floor of Odeon Towers, it has a great view of Raffles City and Raffles Boulevard! With both indoor and outdoor seating, customers can choose to either enjoy the cool of the night, or simply relax in the air-conditioned indoors. With a inhouse DJ playing some down tempo electronic, it really brings out the the feel that Loof wants to provide it's customers with.

A picture of where I sat!

Below are some of the specialities that I tried!

The Loof Life
(Hmmm.. I can't really taste the alcohol...)

The Tom Yum
(O.O Spicy.. and it really tastes like Tom Yum ice-blended!)

In any case, I'd be back for more once I'm back from Australia! They've got some really good promotions on their website, so here you go!

http://www.loof.com.sg/rooftopbar/

Oh and on Sunday, I finally got my Haircut @ Chapter 2!!
Mummy tagged along too and got her's snipped, really short now..

Here's the aftermath..

I really LOVE my new haircut! So easy to style, and it feels so me! =)

I just can't stop Cam-Whoring now.. Bleah..

On the bus! Wahahahaha

Okay.. I better stop posting photos of myself..
There should most probably be one last post before I depart on Sunday! Till then!

Photos!!!

Loads of photos to upload today! Stories to tell!!

Went Bowling the other day at Kallang Bowl located in Leisure Park!!
It's my 2nd time there, and FIRST time bowling!!

Leisure Park @ Kallang!

I waited for like 2 hrs before bowling, so we went to Old Airport Road for supper.. No photos on that cause we're all to hungry! Didn't get a chance to take pictures of the food and they were all GONE!!!

Back to the bowling alley and start bowling!

A picture of Kallang Bowl!

We bowled till like 2 plus.. and I was dead tired.. Yawnz.. Almost knocked out at the alley!

Tired, tired..

Just last Wednesday, had a last minute show at Amara Sanctuary in Sentosa! Took quite a no. of photos there! ~Woot~

An external view of the building that we're held in! NICE!!

Then something terrible arose, we had no dinner provided, so we had to go around the island to hunt for food!!!

Let the hunt begin!
We were given directions to Subway in Imbiah Lookout!
SUBWAY!!

Hunger really got the better of us.. We started doing weird stuff...

DHARNI!! What are you trying to do?!

Finally, after loads of coaxing, he finally got out of that position.. Whew..

SUBWAY!! FINALLY!!

After munching, it's time to go sight-seeing!

That's the Tiger Sky Tower!!
I wanna take a ride too!! But expensive woah..

A view of the tower from the bottom!

It's almost about time to head back to our holding room and await the event to start!!

That's the guys! Jerrold, Dharni, Jeremy, Matt, Viknesh!

Back to our holding room, after getting changed, it's time for my own self Cam-whoring time!


I just LOVE to take photos in front of the mirror! Keke..

Just a glimpse of the room and how messy it was! I promise it'll be clean once we're gone! Bleah!

Messy, messy, messy!

Last Friday was Nic's concert @ YMS! Quite a no. of us went down to support him!
After which, we went to Chijmes for a chill out session of our own! Ended up in Harry's cause the initial place that we planned to go, Loof, was full!

Group photo time!!

Eh? Kenny! Get over here! Let's get the waitress to help us take a photo!

That's more like it! I like this photo!!
From Top row, left: Kenny, Jeremy, Zee, Bryan, Lester
From Bottom row, left: Jun Kai(My under-study!), Me, Dennis!

That's all for now!

Speechless..

Today is the first day I'm using a notepad to write out what I wanna say..

Since yesterday night, my throat's been hurting real bad and darn painful. I wish for the pain to go away. So today at work, to prevent my voice from really going, I had to no choice but to start writing.

But thankfully after loads of care for the day, I'm talking once again and hopefully nothing goes wrong for tomorrow's performance.



Less than 2 weeks more to Rockhampton, I need to be in tip-top condition!!

20081018

I finally found a chance to SWIM and TAN le!

Thanks Jas and Mike for accompanying me!


Quite a no. of stuff took place this week! A very, very busy week for me!
It's been really tiring, but it's REWARDING as well!


Had vetting in camp on wed, met Jovan for dinner after that at Dempsey!
I can't take photos in camp so NO PHOTOS on vetting, but we did a nice job! Cheers!

I was at the Barracks Cafe in House at Dempsey for dinner! ]
Really POSH place but really YUMMY FOOD as well!
Must really go try people! Here's the webbie!

http://www.dempseyhouse.com/


On Thursday night, we went out to celebrate J.Ho's birthday @ Mind's Cafe!!

Happy 20th Jer!

It's been real long since I played board games at Mind's Cafe, really had a fun time there! Though we only managed to play 2 games, Who's the Boss and Quelf!

That's Vik as our waiter serving us our DESSERT as he tries really hard to complete his task in Quelf!

In an attempt to take photos, this is kinda what I got..

Have a look for yourself!

Birthday boy kana sabo by NIC!!!

Then after the guys went to watch Max Payne the Movie..
It's indeed a pain in the arse.. Change the name to Max Payne the documentary would be more suitable!
I'm thankful I ain't there.. Bleah..


Today was the LAST day of performance for the week.. Really tiring cause I just performed the day before, a night show, and the following day have to wake up for a morning show at some ULU location!

Welcome to HORT PARK!
I had no idea such a place existed! Plus with Nincompoops in my company that spelled HORT as HOT, it really didn't make any sense to me at first.

But the place was really quite nice..

That' all for now, I shall go and prep for my bowling session!! Sa-yo-na-ra!

阿妹!!!

Finally,
阿妹
is back in Singapore!!
I didn't manage to catch her the last time! I finally DID!!

Here are some pics I took at Indoor.. Sh.... Not suppose to de.. Bleah
Picture of the stage! 1, 2, 3, 4-sided lo!!


Shot when she's on stage! Super nice right!

And the 2 美女 who went with me to the concert!

Yen ling & Pei Xian!

Really enjoyed myself last night!

All her songs touched me though we could tell that she ain't feeling too well, but still, it was great!

Update Alas!

Sorry people, I'm like doing a summary blogging every month now. Really busy for the past month that's why no time to upload photos and BLOG!!

Let's see some photos first, shall we?

Photos from RSAF Open House!

Chinook!!


C130!!


Apache!!


F-16!!


This is the F-16 that appeared in this year's NDP!

Kris's Belated Bdae Celebration
Our Dearest Birthday Gal in action!!

Sending a kiss to her!!

Me, Fang, Mar!!

My number ^n attempt to take a picture of everyone!! =(


Yummy dessert!

This is all I have for now, for more updates, do stay tuned!!

Just some updates.. Not whinings!

It's been a really busy week for me, having to perform 6 times this week is quite a killer, but to the artiste from MDC, you guys rock man! 2 shows everyday, crazy people man! Dope shit!

Tomorrow I'd be heading to Tekong loh, back to where it all began, where I first started serving my national service, but this time, things are different cause I'll be back there as a performer, no longer a recruit! But I'm gonna be performing for 4 days straight, man, that's really tiring. But I'm sure it's gonna be real fun! Then I've got the upcoming auditions to look forward to! I need to find my under-study!

Oh, forgot to mention that VE went to Orchard the other day for our first purchasing and researching for new costumes and our desperate hunt for 8 identical belts below $20! It's a brand new experience all in all, and really fun to hang out with the guys in Orchard!

雨，不停落下来..

已经下了大半天了，未曾停过。哗啦哗啦，不停地下。

总觉得，这场雨似乎跟我的心情相似，就如老天与我一同哭泣，诉说出我的心声。如今，我的心也依旧一滴一滴不停的哭泣，血不停地流出。那未愈合的伤口逐渐扩大，血也不停地跟着雨水落下。原因，我自己最清楚，也最了解，但是我不想说，也不想透露的。

雨，谢谢你，为我哭泣。是时候，该长大了。不要再过于依赖任何人。

Quis

Back from jamming, and seriously man, I miss these guys! Haven't met up for a really long time, and it feels real good to be back again! We're all looking forward to more Gigs in the upcoming months! It's always good to have more exposure and stuff like these.

I always remember how I introduced the band name during street fest..

MC: So how did the name Quis come about.
Me: Well, erm... That you've got to ask Wesley, our drummer.. He kinda dreamt of the name Quis and yeah, there you have it, Quis. (Crowd and everyone laughs, Wes just shrugs..)
MC: Okay, so Wesley sleeps, had a dream of the name Quis and the band gets named Quis?
Me: Yeah, that's about it. (Laughs)

Haha, sorry Wes, not trying to suan you man! Just reminiscence of the past!

The band's doing great now too, we've been expanding our repertoire and moving on to more genres! Now that's an achievement.

Jammed at Boon's as usual and bumped into Kunio and 异世界 at the studio too! Jammed with the guys and David drove us to a new Botak Jones outlet opposite Serangoon Stadium. I had no idea there is a new outlet there man. Great food, except they didn't have any options for the side dishes today. Really looking forward to potato salad though.

Any case, all the best to you guys doing AHM tomorrow. I shall run with you all in erm, my dreams? Ooooopz... Jam real soon!

酒...

酒后的我，感觉上更清醒，好像重获新生一般。

酒，是能麻醉神经，让人暂时忘了生活中的不愉快，让人有种得到解脱的感觉。昨晚，我醉了...

好久好久没有喝得那么尽兴，喝得没顾虑，没有任何的牵挂。在舞池中狂舞，挥洒自我，让我整个人都放松了。喝到不行了就到马桶，把一切的不愉快给全都吐出来，然后再按下按钮，把一切的伤心，泪水，统统给冲走。虽然是件痛苦的事，但只要过去了，就能得到解脱。我一边吐，眼泪也从眼角像倾盆大雨，落下了。

伤已渐渐的愈合，忽然发现，我其实也因此放弃了许多。从中，断了几段有可能发芽的友情，也尽量将自己跟外界隔离。当梦醒时，一切显得有些许不值得，但一切以过去，也成定局。

还记得，我第一次喝酒喝得烂醉，是在去年的十一二月，原因也相当接近。看来，我真是喜欢虐待自己，才能让自己从梦中苏醒。

是该醒来了，不能再沉醉于梦境里...

疼傻人

最近，爱上了这首叫《疼傻人》的新歌。这是新戏《十二莲花》中的片尾曲，由Project SuperStar二届的女亚军，杨佳盈所演唱。歌词的含义非浅，但非常动人。当中，我最爱的就是副歌中的一句，〈老天若只疼傻人，你为何不在身旁〉。小寒真不愧是本地杰出的填词人，为许多好歌写出首首搭配的天衣无缝的歌词。现在，我还在密集搜索这首歌的完整歌词，因为，小弟我听不出完整版的歌词，真是不好意思。但我会尽快将歌词上传到部落格跟大家分享。在这片刻置于，就请大家多多支持本地制作，序《881》之后，陈子谦导演的另一巨作《十二莲花》。阵容强大，首首动听的歌曲，还有本地小天后孙燕姿客串，你怎能不看呢？

十一点半的约定

我累了，真的累了。十一点半的约定，让我坐立难安，分分秒秒都盯着时钟一分一秒地过去，只希望它尽快到来。我很想持续地相信，相信总有一天，我能得常所愿，但那一天似乎一分一秒地从我身边慢慢溜走。

人是自私的，我也不例外，什么都想占为既有。生命中有些东西是不能与其他人分享的。我像是个被宠坏的小孩，只要认定这东西是我的，就不准任何人从我身边把它夺走。我，就是那么自私。

好想发泄，好想大声呐喊，好想把一切的一切都说出来，让心中的困惑能解开。但这是不可能的... 我也太天真了。